gratia needs hugz
so. my grampa has been sick for a couple of weeks now and he hasn't been eating cause he feels like he is going to vomit everytime he tries, he lost like 30lbs in about two weeks. and he went for like a million tests, and we just got the results back today./ he has cancer in both his lungs, his bones, his kidneys. and he has a massive blood clot in his arm up to his brain because of the cancer. not to mention he is basically starving himself to death. so he got admitted to emergency today so the doctors can deal with the blood clot. but they really can't do anything about the cancer. so if he comes home it wont be for long and it is basically sit back and watch grampa parish. it all happened so fast and is still kind of a shock to me, even though it has been developing for a couple weeks. and my grama is a total disaster. it sucks hard core knowing that someone is suffering so much at the end of their life. i saw him on monday and he looked sooo aweful. so frail and weak. and when you tried talking with him and stuff, he was hardly there. anyway.......thanx for listening...i guess.
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