why is it........

[gratia]

that when ever i need someone the most there is no one around? and howcome the phone never rings at that exact moment when everything around you seems to fall to pieces and all you need is an ear to talk to and a shoulder to cry on? and why is it that life always seems like such a challenge for me? like i can never accomplish anything with out total stress and agony? and why is it that when i get this way it feels like it will never end? and i think to myself....why am i even here.....? and if i am gonna die anyway.....why not end it now?

[justShell]

i love you... and dont take any more e.. this isnt worth it dear.

[Chewy]

why you ask??? why ask anything.. think of all the people who have it worse then you... just take your self one day at a time.. stop to smell the flowers.. lend a hand to someone i need .. thats just what i think

[Chewy]

Originally Posted by gratia

and if i am gonna die anyway.....why not end it now?

cause you just got new shoes ..and you should at least get your money's worth;)

[hardstylin]

life is what you make of it gratia

dominate it or get owned by it.

[Grapes]

I love you... and dont take any more e.. this isnt worth it dear.

Nod.. that's the real question to be asking.

"Why is it that a couple of days after doing drugs, suddenly everything seems so completely hopeless???"

It's all in your head. Ride it out.

[Liqwid]

Originally Posted by Grapes

Nod.. that's the real question to be asking.

"Why is it that a couple of days after doing drugs, suddenly everything seems so completely hopeless???"

It's all in your head. Ride it out.

eff, i love you!

~Dalyn

[ebbomega]

Originally Posted by gratia

and if i am gonna die anyway.....why not end it now?

And people wonder why they call it "Suicide Tuesday".

Drugs are bad, mmkay?

PS: The real why is because you need to learn to be happy by yourself. I think that's what's called "Spirituality". "Religion" is when you try to be happy with other people.

At least, that's what I've observed.

[justShell]

Originally Posted by ebbomega

I think that's what's called "Spirituality". "Religion" is when you try to be happy with other people.

At least, that's what I've observed.

good point. but yeah hun.. its the hardest thing to be happy truely with yourself. and it doesnt come easy. i sure as hell am not fully happy with myself. but i want to be and need to grow and all that shit... and learn.. and go through all the shit... and yes.. its again and again... but we do come out ontop... eventually. and ill be there when you do.. and you'll be there when i do. then we'll go to vegas!

[gratia]

^^^ YEA vegas!!!!

Originally Posted by Chewy

cause you just got new shoes ..and you should at least get your money's worth;)

^^this makes me smile ... :)

[gratia]

Originally Posted by ebbomega

And people wonder why they call it "Suicide Tuesday".

Drugs are bad, mmkay?

PS: The real why is because you need to learn to be happy by yourself. I think that's what's called "Spirituality". "Religion" is when you try to be happy with other people.

At least, that's what I've observed.

i have also learned that religion is when you try to make other people happy and forget about your own needs completely....this is more than half of my problem.......and i am still learning...the hard way....

[Chewy]

Originally Posted by gratia

^^^ YEA vegas!!!!




^^this makes me smile ... :)

good.. thats what i was trying to do

[BongMan]

cheer up skies will clear up yadda yadda yadda put on a happy face




PS: Listen to House, House makes the world smile

[gratia]

^^^^that is funny......cause when i got home today....i put the house on....and it made me happy. then i put the breaks on....and got even happier!!!! :)

[BongMan]

House it's all about the uplifting feeling of some killer house

[gratia]

^^^^yes....speed garage has the same wonderful effect with a bouncy twist. and it doesn't annoy me as quickly as house can ;)

[Pennywise]

speed garage makes everything alright

[BongMan]

Speedgarage and House ohh how I love thee

[Pennywise]

i cant stop listening to wyatts cd

[ebbomega]

Originally Posted by gratia

i have also learned that religion is when you try to make other people happy and forget about your own needs completely....this is more than half of my problem.......and i am still learning...the hard way....

That's called "altruism". Most religions are bad at that.