my *nasty* comedown

[lil_matt]

during the end of the party.. i started to comedown and i got all paranoid cause i thought everyone was lookin at me~ seriously.. i like borrowed my friend's vip then as i was searchin for the vip room, i noticed everyone i walked by was lookin at me... some people even turned their heads to get a better view. When i got to the vip area, more people looked at me! they looked at me with a strange look tho, but i guess it was normal becuz i look fuckin small and everyone there is like 20+... This went on till the end of the party. I was harsh actin sketchy in the smoke pit in the morning... i was tryin to explain to my friendz about how everyone looked at me and this time i swear for real, everyone in the smoke pit was lookin and talkin about me. That's when i shut up cause i was thought maybe everyone was gettin pissed cause i was talkin so much.

ya neway, that's my first paranoia trip. wasn't that scarey.. i just felt really weird.