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takin E the same as dating??
Fist thing you have to do is find that tab, so u look for your dealer. Then you try and find a tab that has enough mdma to get you as high as you want to be, you also want this tab to be cutt with just enough meth or speed so you can dance all night long even after you've come down.But once youve found that perfect tab you have to have the cash to buy it.So you check your pockets and pull out just enough, hand it over and get your tab.
THIS IS MUCH LIKE FINDING THAT PERFECT GIRL First you have to find her so you go to your favorite club or party looking for her. Then you spend some time scoping out all the different girls checking out there looks how the dance if there funny, cause u want that perfect mix, just like your tab.And then u finally spot a girl who has all the things your looking for,so you go up and ask her out hoping you have enough of the things she wants.So she checks you over, and it turns out you had just enough to get this girl. ONCE THIS HAPPENS YOU GET THAT QUICK RUSH CUASE YOU KNOW FOR THE NEXT SMALL PART OF YOUR LIFE YOU WILL FEEL PERFECT. So you take your tab and begin to wait the 30min for it to kick in.And after 15min you get your first head rush, and your feet, start to feel wet, and your fingers start to tingle a bit. You notice that all the lights in the room become brighter.You become very relaxed in your surrondings and at peace with everybody around you.And you think to yourself fuck this tab is good, im going to get fucked off of it.And you know that if that tab is as good as you think its going to be, that in 15 more min your going to peaking. JUST LIKE WHEN TAKE THAT GIRL OUT FOR THE FIRST TIME You pick her up for your first date and she looks totally hot, and her smile makes you melt.You go to a nice resturant that you've been to many times before.And you get talking with this girl and you realize that you have everythng in common and that shes really funny.Then just before the food comes she touches your hand, and it makes your feet, feel wet, and your fingers tingle. And then she smiles, letting you know that she likes you just as much.This gives you a small head rush, and you know if the date keeps goin this way that it could really turn into something great. NOW THE 30MIN IS UP AND ITS TIME TO PEAK You check the time, and you know that you should be peaking so yo go sit down.And you wait a few more min.And nothing happens and you start to think maybe the tab I bought wasnt any good.Then it hits you. And its the best feeling in the world, for that short 2 hour period of time you feel perfect. Nothing can bring you down and everything you do feels 10times better normal. Even the littlest things like touch inhance your high even more.It feels like your whole body is oozing with this great feeling.Everyone you see or talk to is your friend at this point, and your stoked that you met them.This feeling you have is so overwhelming that you have to express some how, at parties its dancing or giving your friends E hugs or jumping into a rub train.And even though half the time your the one giving the rub it doesnt matter to you, cause it still inhances your high even more. THIS IS THE SAME, AS WHEN YOU REALIZE THAT YOUR FALLING IN LOVE WITH THE GIRL YOU'VE BEEN DATING One day it just hits you and you know.And its the best feeling in the world.Everything you do even going to work is fine cause you know afterwords you'll be with her.Doing the smallest things with this girl are the best, like going for walk and holding hands,petting her to sleep, buying her something small each day to make her smile. THEN YOU START TO COME DOWN After your 2 hours of peaking you notice that the touching doesnt have the same effect as before, and you dont have the erge to go up to totall strangers and start talking with them.People who are still Ed out are actually starting to annoy you, and you know your coming down. THIS HAPPENS WITH YOUR GIRL TOO The little things that used to make you feel awsome have just become rutine and no longer have the special feeling to them.Some of the things she does have actually started to annoy you.And you find yourself spending more time by urself then with her. THE HIGH IS OVER AND YOU'VE COME DOWN Now the high is over and you feel like a burnt out sketcho, you no longer want to dance or meet people you just want to sit or go home.But youd much rather go and buy another tab, a tab exactly the same as the one you just did.So you go to your dealer, buy it and pop. But the peak only last half the time and when you come down its twice as hard on you.And in the end your left feeling weak sketched out and depressed.With one thing on your mind, getting another tab to bring you back up, even though you no it will just leave you in a worse place. THIS IS JUST LIKE THAT GIRL YOU LOVED After those first couple of great months things start to fall apart and you break up. And it feels horrible you dont want to do anything but sit around in you house doing nothing wishing things where the way they used to be. So you call her up work things out, but deep down you know that in a few months it will probly be all over again, only this time it will be twice as hard to let go and deal with the pain. my advice, just take the one tab, cuase its not worth it in the long run. |
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Deep????!!?!??
I find it pretty shallow actually. oh well, I guess that's what using shitty pills in a shitty environment can do to an experience that's otherwise absolutely beautiful. Do yourself a favour. Next time you take E, get some good, pure MDMA, not the pressed shit they sell at alot of parties. go into the forest with a few good friends and all take a strong (125-150) mg dose together. Oh, and most importantly, don't do it too often at all. You may realize your 'perfect' girlfriend do alot more for you than just make you feel really good for a few hours. :) Last edited by Rytalin; Jul 14, 03 at 10:07 PM. |