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The Chronical Chill out, spark a jay, and enter the chronical. |
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Lets see, pot made me lazy. hungrey and retarded, alcohol made me an alcoholic(withdrawel made me wanna die) , E made have the crazyiest times with my friends for awhile, then made me jaded and depressed.. Coke made me even more depressed. and the numerous other experiments into 5 other things i did...
Well i guess i shouldn't say the drugs did it, it was my own stupid choices and excessive consumption that made me all fucked up.. One good thing that came out of it was using mushrooms/salvia and other hallucingen's... made me have a clear thought of what i was doing to myself, gave me many revelations of my life. and now im trying to pick up the pieces...some people just have no control over themselves when it comes to substances and no idea of limits.. and i was one of them |
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How much do you have to smoke to feel any effects.. apparently some of my friends were really unsuccessful with that. In regards to the forum topic.. well 3 and a half as oppose to 8 is a pretty drastic difference so I don't think i'm entitled to saying anything. |
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Damn! Has it really been 8 years? Heh... can't say I've been hardcore all the way through (have pretty much just tapered off into alcohol/occasional joint territory for the past year and a half) but there have been some rather indescrestionary binges before.
Don't know what major things I've gotten out of it aside from some fun memories but here are a few that can come to mind: Lost inhibitions Fought serentonin-depleated depressions through will alone, making life quite easy to handle in the long run Taught me to KNOW YOUR SOURCE!!!!! (can't stress this one enough) |
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some places drugs have taken me:
-Loop Land (ov course) -Onto the operating table at an Alien brain surgery Clinic -Deeeep deep deep into my own self perpetuating Present Moment Bubble -climbing a psychodellik morphogenik techno beanstalk (heartbeat at 144bpm) -into other people's bubble of Now -into robot mode -BUTILOVEYOUBOT -headfirst into a wall -headfirst into friends -headfirst into novelty -ass first into insanity -to my central spiritual uplink point -but never to a hospital. heh This one time, after doing a bunch of nitrious while on mushrooms, I self perpetuated a drum beat in my head, out of that high frequency you sometimes hear in your brain that gives you headaches. |
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^^i can't wait to take that pill :PartEkid:
drugs have taken me to some pretty special places, it's so depressing that nobody will ever have the same experience as me or see the same things i've seen. my only regret is that i've traveled the universe, and was unable to take anyone along for the ride. |
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drugs R bad |
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drugs havetaken me in and out fo drug treatment centers 3 times,drugs has taken me in and out of drug counselling and therapy, drugs has damamged my body,drugs has damamged my mind,drugs has raped my dreams,drugs has ruined friendships,drugs has interfeared with my eduaction,drugs have taken me in and out of my "home",drugs have put me in jail,drugs have made me a criminal,drugs made me lose all self respect,drugs made me gain everything back.
if it werent for drugs i wouldnt be the person i am today...and i am thankful.Im glad i was a crack head,blow fiend,jib tech warrior,and a junklie...drugs made me a stronger person and drugs made me value life more. If i could turn back time, i wouldnt. thanx drugs. |
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drugs have taken me from the highest peaks of euphoria and to the deepest depts of depression and insanity....im finally making progress with dealing with the after effects. Drugs have changed me and made me the person that i am today, i used to say that i had no regrets about it, but i cant say that anymore. Though i do love the person i am now, like godessa said drugs and my involvement in the drug scene has given me such a wide range of experiences they have profoundly changed my life. I just hope these feelings arent permentant and i dont have to take prescription drugs for the rest of my life to cope with the damage ive done in the last two and half years.
bye bye drugs, I thought it was good while it lasted.. Last edited by SEAN!; Dec 23, 03 at 01:15 PM. |