One of them
Ok, I'm going to try and explain this to the best of my ability
Have you ever been so wacked up on goofballs, and you by chance happen to take a walk to the gas station (or wherever) with some friends. And you all are just totally wacked and talking about wierd things and doing whatever else. Don't you see it from a different view sometimes?
I mean when your sober and you go walk downtown and you see all those crackheads etc., walking all strange and being all wierd all over the place. Don't you feel like a sober person is walking on the other side of the road and thinking the exact same thing you think when you see those crazy mofo's downtown? Is anyone following me here...and then you start to think...well really there not that bad...there just high, I understand why there acting like that and doing those things now. I mean of course anyone understands...but this time you really UNDERSTAND. And really for that brief moment in time your no better than they are. Doesn't it make you feel like scum? But then it goes away and its all happy go lucky...but I couldn't imagine feeling like that everyday all day long...ripped and wandering around thinking of all this wierd shiza and thinking that it's just ok to walk up to someone and start a full blown conversation with them...like who the hell does that...
On another note...one of the coolest feelings in the world is when your walking around just completely wacked and for some reason you suddenly come to and you look around and for about 5 seconds your like whoaaaaaaaaaa and then back to being tarded out..
Anyways, I just felt like blabbing, I'm not sure if anyone understood what I was just saying there. But I do, and maybe if you don't one day you will.
I'm not even sure if I put this in the right section...
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