Ok...today sucked!!!!!
Yesterday I started drinking at 4 in the afternoon....was hammered before 9, went to the bar, had a little pick me up so I could continue drinking, once the bar was closed, went to a wicked house party, did 1 cap of tulip, flailed most of the night, snorted another 1/2 cap at about 7 this morning...got home at 11, got a phone call from my dad saying "I'll be there in an hour to pick you up, you have to come to Granny's B-day get to gether" I was still fucked up when he came to get me and extreamly sketchy once we arrived at my Granny's. My entire family was there and kept on asking me all these questions about how school was going, plans for the summer, ect......I must have sounded like a complete retard...I'd be talking and then forget what I was trying to say...even right now, I'm having some difficuties putting toughts together......I wish they didn't have to see me like that.....all I told them was I had a very rough and late night of drinking. They'd be hororified if they knew their little angel was into drugs....But, yeah, I'm just babbaling right now....being sketchy around your grandma is not fun!
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