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Paranoia Reaction To E
Has anyone encountered this odd reaction to E.
At a few parties, I get weird around people. I think everyone is in a gang and there out to get people. I know it sounds weird, but people who sit in circles i fear them. I've heard of people suffering a bit of paranoia, but nothing like this. Thank god this only lasts for a short period of time, then im good. |
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when I did "pure" MDA, it was a rather interesting experience in that I had no euphoria or empathy whatsoever. Instead, I wanted to get away from people and couldn't stand the thought of having a conversation with anyone. The kind of high where you go to the smoke area and shiver in the deepest darkest area you can find so you don't have to hear the relentless music or talk to anyone. I wasn't so much paranoid, as just extreamly unsociable, just dancing every now and then wrapped in as much clothing as possible so my face was hidden. It was weird...
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I find that when I'm coming up, or going down, from a high, I get kind of paranoid. Especially when I'm just starting to get high I get extremely scared and am like "why am I doing this? when will it be over? please make it stop." but I've learned to control that reaction with deep breaths and hugs :) and it quickly passes.
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well the most obvious answer to that is that maybe the E that has made you paranoid has alot of speed in it. amphetamine tends to make people paranoid, if they don't know how to handle it.
Other than that, I find that pure MDMA makes you emotionally volatile sometimes. You can be having the best time, and the smallest thing can make you feel like shit. Someone giving you a dirty look, making a comment about you, or whatever. |
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My friend used to get that feeling ALOT omg it was feeky. He eventually got over the feeling. I think that it's just that also mabye you feel that you have done something wrong or i dunno.
All i know is that one time me and him were walking around in the morning and he was all freaked out by people and shit so we went to his house and chilled. I think next time you feel like that just be with some friends and remember YOUR ON DRUGS. Things happen hehe *hugs* party safe. |
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even worse is being around sober people when your fucked up, because its like their on a different level of communication. while im on the moon, and might as well be speakin swahili because it seems like they don't get the importance of what im saying. |
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paranoia?... i think i sometimes get that. i get so frustrated in my fantasy happy world and when i see my fellow friends just sitting there and trip.. i get scared and i run off by myself and "explore".. exploring by myself is the best... but when i have old petaphiles chasing after me... i get terrified and i rather cuddle up in a ball and sit at the corner with my 2 meter of space...even though i've never done that before. *eek*those "asian" orgy groups scares me....hell lots. when i'm "paranoid" i usually try to find a place where i hardly know neone and just close my eyes and dance...
..... okies i sound freaky.. |
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nope.. i dont get paranoid from e... in fact, i dont think ive ever had a bad high off e before! out of all the tabs ive had (about 7 or 8) ive not once ever had a bad high.. which is good!
however, on the come down, depending on the e i get really talkative and really bitter hehe... its fun! it happens to me on shrooms too john 2899131 PEOPLE WHO DO E DIE |
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Yeah
At Straight Up! I took a gelcap of some sort and it hit me really hard all of a sudden. :034: I had to sit down and then go outside. I could'nt make up my mind :284: I felt like Should I dance or sit or WHAT! AHHH I wanted the high to go away Soon enough I was a confortable high. :107: These days I'm a little more careful on the amount of drug I take when it's my first time with that kind. |
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it's the reason why i don't really go to parties anymore i'll stick to alcohol and clubs from now on me thinks unless the party urge hits me again |
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the first time it happened to me was at my last party.....iMix....i thought ppl were out to get me........and being in front in the main room wasn't any help either!! that night was the very first time i realised that there are some pretty fucked up, scary ppl up there !!!! ppl swinging their hands and head all over the place....bumping into me......ppl clipping my shoulder......and, to quote someone that posted something re: ppl at the front, "azn death circles," are the worst.
i'm guessing i had something speedy. shit i was fucked. i thought i had this important/profound secret hidden in me somehow. and i thought that everybody was after me to get it. hence, the bumping into me, and drugged up stares..........gawd i'm lame. |
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New Year's Bash I had a huge wave of paranoia. It's a very scary feeling at the time. People told me to go drink some water and have a nap but I was too damn afraid to even sleep cause I thought I would die or some shit. Part of it I believe was the fact that I was on cough medication at the time (very stupid I know... lucky I made it out of that one alive), but generally I have a slight feeling of paranoia whenever I do E. Most of the time though it's more just a fear of coming down and losing that wonderful feeling. =D
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i was all fucked up one time, but not at a party, at a house party where everyone else was drinking. i met up with sum buddies and i thought they were going to shit kick some people. i went to them and talked to them, pleading not to go there and shit kick people. they gave me this look like i was crazy or sum shit. the next day i just found out they were just looking for sumthing to do. hahah i felt like an idiot
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