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werd! drugs are bad!! but that doesn't mnean they aren't a lot of fun too! hehe....but i'm goin through that stage too. i want to stop poping. or at least take a looong break.
last weekend i went to two parties with no drugs and still had good time! i'm so proud of myself cuz now i knowfor sure that i can do it with no urges.....well maybe little urges, but nuthin over powering. yeah me!! |
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Go Skipp...
i went nearly 3 months without popping...and yeah..~!...breaks are good~! drugs...i do luv'em and hate'em...ah well~! Glenda...remember our convo about that...stupid drugs screw uo everything yet they make things better then screw everythign up again~??....makes no sense~!:051: |
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ya popping is fun during that 45 min. - 4, 8 hour high. it's kinda fun if you're still out with your friends. but erggg...after heartbreakers, i was so paranoid that i couldn't finish some homewerk, so i for some reason went HOME..! and did my frickin' homewerk...why? donno. don't ask.
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haha..did u get it done at least...oh and..yeah drugs are bad...buuuuuuuuuuuuuut....they are sooo much fun as well...hehehe...and that's what's so bad about them...because they are so much fun..we wanna do them more...yikes...what a predicament!!!
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I hate drugs...
that's kinda like an oxymoron... sort of... unless ya think drugs=sucky.... then it's not an oxymoron.. it's a moronmoron... or an oxyoxy i think the drugs are getting to my head.. i've been acting a lil e-tardish lately.... |
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hee hee silly ppl drugs are bad
When i first starting popping E i used to love it, hey i'm like the only person in the world that loves sketchy sunday. But now that i look back and see what i was like before i ever poped, i can see that i have extremelly changed in my additude and the way i think. I don't know... i think i'm going to give it up even though i love the way it feels , ohhhh memories. I really can't think of anything good that can come out of doing drugs ( hahaha this sounds like an after school specail). I have be going through some changes in my life and i can't blame it on drugs but i can stop taking them. damn i have just blabed on and on about really nothing , oh well.
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tink~~~ glenda!~
i know wutcha mean.. my personality has changed.. like u've sed before about urself, i've noticed that I don't care about sum things I used to care so much about before.. school, sum friendships.. etc.. the way I see everything is different... I can even prove that I've changed becuz my style of writing has changed, my thoughts and perspectives have changed.. and that can be proben thru my art, my attempt at "poetry"...and anything else artsy... my drawings have become "scary" as so many ppl say it is... and... just... i don't care enuff about life to be depressed :) i'm always tired and.... i expect more frum life yet do nuthin to make it better... |
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Glenda....post post post!...yeah..sorry..had to write that...but with the change...i dunno...i see myself as way more slackery and always finding the easy way out...or maybe thats just me?...and then i care less about a lotta things but at the same time i care more....am i even makign sense?..i dunnno..lotsa things can change u...but change is inevitable...we gotta live with change with us and around us...changing back isn't an option....i dunno wut i;m saying now so i;m gonna stop blabbering..but yeah...ttyl hun~!:029:
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yoko...i so know what your saying. thats exactly how i'm feeling.
"i'm always tired and.... i expect more frum life yet do nuthin to make it better... " your so right about this......it feels shitty and it seems like theres nothing you can do about it. but i'm starting to fell better about everything lately which feels nice. nice that i'm feeling better and not like a big fuckin reject.....whoo, pro-life! |
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lazygirl~ haha i'm harsh slacker too... surprisingly there are ppl who enjoy the fulfillment of having gone thru a long proces to get wut they want. isn't that a scary thought? i think so.
skip.. that's so awesome! :D *big hugs* --------------------------------------------------------------------- my famous starting statement... "US AS HUMANS" enjoy analyzing life to it's bits and pieces and it takes us 10000 pages of poetry, essays, ranting and bitching to realize that our thoughts are just an endless cycle... and there is no understanding life... it's all about perspective and making conclusions frum past experiences.... Life is just life. Means living and breathing and nothing else. But we refer to it as thought it were some monster that exists and always hands us crap to digest... oh it's so easy to blame a non-living object for all our prollems.. but how much sense does it make to tell this faceless thing called "life" that it sucks? |
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whoa yoko , that is all i can say , that is a wicked porsective to have.
Skipp i feel your pain i don't care any more either and my family has also noticed it too. I'm happy to hear that u are feeling better ..... i'm still in the blah stage. |