reality pervails

[LoveKat]

i watch you run into his arms
and remember all those moments
you held me when i was scared
and something about those times
just makes me cry. the loss of
the familiar of intimate touches
and knowing that you would be there

a kiss once so sacred now seems so
cheapened like a midnight fuck and i
question whether you will say the same
words to him as you did to me?

watching you swing like a cat in heat
while i pick up the pieces of a shattered
life once held together by love but now
stands transparent. i pour my energy into
the glass, giving myself life, painting
a new picture with karmic colours and love.

i can see the future
and i can see myself flying