not knowing how to say goodbye

[LoveKat]

i always figured that i would be the one
having the problems with letting go
yet when i finally develop the courage to walk away
it is your footsteps i can hear following me
we make choices in our lives
some that we regret
some that we wish we could change
yet there are those who are able to forget and just move on
-- even if that forgetting is only temporary --
finding something new to fill the voids
and trying to subside the pain inside

you panic now that you have opened your eyes
and realize that i am not waiting there beside you
you panic realizing that i am halfway across the world
living and enjoying a life without you
you panic knowing that my heart no longer beats for you

i wish you would understand
you accuse me of pushing you away
when you were the one who cut the ties
but would never allow me to fly free

i wish you would understand
my silence is not meant to cause you pain
this is me growing
this is me healing
this is me taking care of myself

[Guice_39]

Thats a dope fuckin poem, your gettin a karma for that one

[LoveKat]

thank you :)

[Guice_39]

no prob

[Sammy Skillz]

nathaniel did you write that yourself?

i knew you were an awesome writer, but that poem is AMAZING. :)

[LoveKat]

aww thank you sammy :) i just wrote it today at work :)

[mushmellow]

thats one awesome fucking poem!! whoa.....thats sooo good....and just reading it i can sense the feeling...and i understand how you feel.....good job!!

[LoveKat]

awww thank you very much :)

[Glendita*]

oooohhh that was really beautiful ....

[Breezy]

aww... I love it

[LaDySaMaNtHa]

That's wicked... me and my BF just split up and that is totally how i feel towards him... i think thats something i would have him read and then just look at him and say " bye.. u had your chance" and then walk away!!!

I give u mad props...

Love, Samantha XOXO :AZN:

[LoveKat]

thanks samantha :) *huggles*