Oct 22, 02
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deep poems....
There's someone that I'd like you to meet
But before you do there's a lot you must know She has a heart as cold as ice And slices her wrist three times in a row... Betrayed by her friends, even her family She lies in her bed feeling alone... Weeping as she holds her pillow close And wipes her tears as she groans... Sickened by the emotionless surroundings She glances at the razor beside her Thinking twice of what to do She looks at the clock, and thinks this is deserved... She has the smile that catches your eye But no one has seen it in years So don't be angry if she doesn't return one A smile is something she once never feared.. Now she's haunted by that expression Especially, she says, all this hate in the world Slone with all of her loneliness... Do not touch her or show affection She'll shiver and shake She's like a porceline doll But afraid her heart shall break. *************************************** Intentions of Suicide There's this girl She has this fetish Of razors and knives She can't help but feel selfish. Thinking of it sliding Slowly across her skin Reddish, like paint flowing Slightly out of her wrist, passing a sin. She's done feeling better But time to go to sleep Lays down on the pillow Wondering how farther she can cut deep. Her intentions aren't too sure She wants to put it to an end But sometimes wants to treasure The pain deep within. She ponders whether or not Anyone will miss her If she won't even miss herself She can't be too sure. 
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Oct 22, 02
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Mommy and daddy went out tonight
So I go in my room and try to sleep tight I say my prayers And kiss my teddy bears I wish I had someone to tuck me in But every night my home seems so grim. I sleep through this night Waking up to the morning light A scream starts to scare me My mommy says "no,please!" I cuddle in a corner Pray to God for some help I close my eyes Wishing I didn't go through hell. I heard my door slam The car is driving away My hear starts to pound And in my mind I try to pray It doesn't seem to work For the passed 16 years Why can't this hate go away Why do I live in fear? All my life I've been waiting Dreaming of someone to hold me But all I've had were users I've had no one to care for me And all were rape accusers. I still have faith that someone will find me And take me in his arms and love me.. I'm tired of being so lonely.. I wish I could just be loved and lucky...
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Oct 22, 02
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Wow... those are really good.
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Oct 22, 02
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I feel like hackin up my wrists now
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