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Keep thinking about it. You'll get there.
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im still kind of ashamed/guilty of what i used to be like and when i read this board it has all the evidence. Its kind of bitter sweat, reading this board its confirms that i wasted nearly 15 years of my life doing drugs and drinking and generally being a selfish asshole. However, at the same time, I know I had good times, had good friends and really good experiences but when i read this I realize that I can't remember them very well and that I never really was the person I really am at that time, instead i was kind of dissociated from myself/heart/soul/whatever. I can see how clouded I was back in the day but lifes really really good now, even though im not balling out of control yet haha. Its good to see that you're still around and feel the same way.
I kind of want to go to a rave to see what its like, I am going to deadmou5e with a bunch of people in recovery on the 12th, that should be killer, but i really want to dance to some house and drum and bass. I really don't know if I want to risk going to clubs with out some people in recovery with me, I dont know how TJ can do it and stay clean. Are you still clean bro? |
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I know what you mean i've been looking at old posts and stuff and i'm also ashamed of how much of a jerk i used to be. Not so much to the random posters but to people i was friends with and aren't friends with now because i was too difficult to get along with.
I was clean and sober for a long time then i started drinking and partying and stuff again since then it turned into a struggle of staying clean for a few months then relapsing again over and over. I'm doing good now though hoping to keep it up i kind of got fed up with the same shit over and over and decided enough was enough. I do miss the music and dancing though.....i could go to a show and stay sober because i would just drive and go home right after. Me and a friend are actually planning on checking out the next good dnb show that comes i'll let you know when one comes along. |
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