Jul 04, 01
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~*poemz
°º¤a few poemz for the new section! some are old, some new.. sorry if they're sorta depressing, but tell me whatcha think¤º°
Night-Sky Veil -------------- I am veiled with the darkness of night where I can be free from the terrors I fright only now, when I creep away will I be released from the hurts caused by day. your very words allow me to fly, black wings extend across the night sky. you will not see me, but there I’m concealed, use your soft touch and I’ll be revealed. the sky reflects how your eyes shimmer, with my face veiled it’s become much dimmer. look above, my love glows bright amongst the inky skyscape and the darkness of night look overhead at this luminous moon, I promise my love, we’ll be together soon.*~ frUstRatiOn ----------- Life, A padded cell. I crawl On hands and knees, Scratching, searching For a way out. This mind, An asylum, Where my feelings Lie limp, Trapped. Strait jacket Bounds my emotions. I strive to break free. Free from life, Free from pain. Tolerance, A tightrope. I'm losing my balance, Losing my sanity. Slowly slipping, Into this madness, Into this black hole Of desperation, I fall.*~ My heart's wall -------------- Tangled vine strands snap at the strain of constant neglect. errant thoughts and wishes brush the cold steel of my shell. impenetrable of the deluge, it rends the heart from soul in earthly damnation demented. brick by brick my heart builds a wall, the grout mixed with my tears. step by step it falls apart, the distance meted by my fears. awful anguish anticipates the empty hollow echoes in the daily dose of reality. sad truth plays out existence, numbness descends like crushing stones, cold blackness enfolds the radiant light. In no thought is no pain, yet thoughts return at night. brick by brick my heart builds a wall, the grout mixed with my tears step by step it falls apart, the distance meted by my fears.*~ A letter to you -------------- Mom, will you ever really know me? will dad ever think I'm good enough when all I've earned is the sad shake of his head and all my triumphs have been dubious and narrow? friend, can you tell me what you see when my eyes hold you in an instant then nervously let you go? does the figure in my mirror look like anyone you've seen lately? would I know the me that you know? I think I'd seem a stranger. lover, do you really feel you've touched the same heart that you see in your head? who's fooling whom when the stakes are so high and the rules are too few. there's nothing left, what wisdom can I find in endless tiles and ceiling and cracks in the floor? there's nothing left I haven't found before. have I explored all there is, have I tested all my options? I am the sum of my parts while I've fragmented to pieces. all that's left is the mopping up.*~ DeperatioN ----------- It’s their silence that kills, and their deepest fears show through their teary eyes. the applause and bright grinning faces fade away to the true scene, which it is all too evident has always been there, beyond the smiles, beyond the pleased masks they wear, and only the eyes do show the true disappointment and sorrow. truth is not spoken, but a whirlwind of thoughts and memories in silence scream in my ears. I wish for it all to disperse, but I know I cannot hide my past, no matter how well crafted the plan my be. I try to shift my ways, yet these memories prevent me from being who I strive to be. the more I attempt to erase, the deeper my heart sinks as the truth comes crawling back efforts and accomplishments are not seen through this curtain of downfalls from which pains me to see, I will never be set free.*~ loveless love ------------- where there is light, there is dark and the arrow hits the mark. peaceful innocents shimmers like light, dark and beautiful as the star-lit night. inside shadowed memories she was revealed, but the pain later caused, your fate was sealed. you were blinded to see what see had done, burning inside your head like a love song meant unsung. it hardened your heart, just to begin, made you barren and frozen within, destroyed the honesty you struggled to keep and turned your sweet smile to cautious deceit.*~ Fuk me baybee! hehe -------------------- Do me baby like you did last night. Use me baby From dusk 'til dawn. Take of my body and possess my soul. Let your passion fill this hole. Rock me... ...Shock me... On my knees. Bend me over make me say please. Outside, inside I want it all. Do it rough, baby, just don't let me fall. Tease me, bite me and pull my hair. Take me quickly and leave me gasping for air. Rock me... ...Shock me... On my knees. and when it's over hold me gently...*~ Cheer up poem -------------- A loveless heart hurts all of those, all all this time love's beneath their nose. love says, I screamed, then drips down the cone. then there they sit, all alone. for your every tear I shed two. I know how you feel, I've worn that shoe. worn in the heel, holes in the toe. all alone, nowhere to go... just keep on walking, love finds a way. you need to walk through rain to find your sunny day!*~ ~breezy 
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Those were really nice Bry. I think i liked the letter one and the 1st one the best. :)
I find i relate to the letter one quite a bit..
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