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May 04, 03
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I Almost Found Death On Robson. St
Ya I almost got smoked by a speeding bus on Robson, in front of the Virgin Megastore today at about 2pm... I was in a car with my dad, got in a very fierce arguement..flipped out and jumped out of the car without looking the otherway for oncoming traffic... its a good thing i bolted it cause a speeding bus just nicked my jacket, and basically froze the shit out of me.
Not to mention my dad saw the whole thing, and I felt like I did it subconsciously to get away from life, and in particular drugs. I'm a sad troubled child trapped in man(well teenage)'s body. 
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May 04, 03
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I don't care about the bus its the fact that i did it on purpose that is upsetting me, and if alot of people on this board were in the same car my dad saw me from. They would be probably pretty pissed off rite now, fuck whatever I just wanted to post this because it really troubled me but obviously no one gives two shits abouts me on this fucking board anymore, so I'll leave you to your grave, I mean my grave.
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May 04, 03
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fuck put yourselves in my parents shoes. They probably feel like they did something wrong with me, even though I put myself in this whole mess i am in.
I am the fool who played with drugs, got friends that turned there backs on me, and got friends who actually cared(then i let go of them), and the list goes on and on..... you think posting was just for posting it? I did it for many reasons, now think of it as a calling card to some friends
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May 04, 03
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kenji man i dont kn0 whut to say too make you feel better. i think ur gonna be alright tho, you are honest about your problems and mistakes and thats a tough thing to d0. take every day at a time, i think you need to sit down and have a chat with your dad about whut happened. you sound like a good kid and everything i've heard about your character has been good. d0nt let shit get you down, you gota keep yer chin up and d0 whut you believe is right every day until you feel good about yourself again. you'll be aiight kenj, its just a difficult confusing time for you. you want certain things to END but n0t yer life buddy, good things are still too come:)
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give me a call anytime kenj 612-8687... i duno if iLL be able to make it out to the stardust cuz im afraid of surrey! thanx for the compliment thats nice of ya, alth0 whoever told you sum of those things may have been exagerating lol
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May 04, 03
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dude. finishin yourself is not the answer. just trying to crack a bit of humour on a slightly dark situation.
sounds like there's some underlying issues...but technically, if you did it subconciously then thought about it, wouldn't it be conciously? hope you're all right man
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May 04, 03
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no worries man. shit happens . i understand where you're comin from. i would say lets go spark up a j or somethin tomorrow afternoon, but i see your'e trying to get away from that sort stuff. can always meet somewhere for coffee or some shit if ya got somethin on your mind you need to vent. :smoke1:
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but yo coffee sounds good, hmm call me or something if ya want 604-941-2877 u sound alot more like ur usual posts or yourself :keebler: Peace in the MIDDLE EAST!!
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May 04, 03
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look boy-o just think about this every time i would get really down i would do some really stupid shit take a some extra anitdeppresnts, drink, and just think by myself which was the worse. i am glad to see that you have opend up and are sharing this with everyone cause it does help. but if you ever try something like that again think of how many people would go to ur funeral. where ever it would be the place would be packed and do think no one cares cause they do, well atleast i do! whenever you start to think of the dark side of life get out with some friends do something you just need to see the light but anyway it is hard beeing a teen now because society puts so much presurre (sp?) on us but cheer up guy and lets go roller blading
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May 04, 03
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^ it wasn't just pressure though. It had alot to do with being disfunctional and sketchy to say the least. I basically just lost it, flipped out on my dad, got outta the car and ran without looking out for traffic, and nearly missed getting hit by the speeding bu s.
It was irrational and this is what bothers me the most. It is depressing me, and I have been depressed on and off for the past 4 months now. This may have been the cause of the drugs though rite? but You got one thing rite I do need to go out with some different friends t hat i used to go with and have some fun. YOUR LAST THING IS THE BEST COMMENT I HAVE HEARD FROM ANYONE!! I WILL GO ROLLERBLADE!! GIVE ME A TIME AND DATE I'LL C OME OUT AND MEET YOU FOR ALL I CARE
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May 04, 03
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Everything happens for a reason.
Of course, being irrational is never the way to go about things, but when you think about it..it is only situations like this that really make people open their eyes.. Get beyond the irrational part, I think that it's a fairly insignifigant part of all of it if you've already realized where the real issue is. It seems like in some way you were given another chance, so use it well.. then again, i don't know you at all..so all i can do is just be extremely vague.
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May 04, 03
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Kenji babe, i told you to call me when u are upset, and that im always here. Life gets rough sometimes and its hard to bare, but u gotta chin up babe. I am so unbeleiveably proud of you for all the effort you are putting into getting off drugs, its not an easy task, especially not to do on your own as a tennager (we get stuck with all the shit dont we?) Listen, as always my phone is free for you to call if need be. Chin up kiddo you got a godd heart and an amazing personaility. Let what happened be a reminder to you of just how delicate life can be, and that even when you are having trouble with someone, remember, you never wanna leave it on bad terms because its something you will regret. I went through al this shit a couple years ago, and it jsut takes one moment to put everyhting in perspective. Muah call me whenever :P
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May 04, 03
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kenji..you have my number.. call it please to make you feel better.
k is for kenji and b is for bev forever k? kenji..dont make me worry about you...paleasy.
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