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Diary of a girl/boy
GIRLS DIARY
FRIDAY 21ST JUNE 2002. SAW JOHN IN THE EVENING AND HE WAS ACTING REALLY STRANGELY. I WENT SHOPPING IN THE AFTERNOON WITH THE GIRLS AND I DID TURN UP A BIT LATE SO I THOUGHT IT MIGHT BE THAT. THE BAR WAS REALLY CROWDED AND LOUD SO I SUGGESTED WE GO SOMEWHERE QUIETER TO TALK. HE WAS STILL VERY SUBDUED AND DISTRACTED SO I SUGGESTED WE GO SOMEWHERE NICE TO EAT. ALL THROUGH DINNER HE JUST DIDN'T SEEM HIMSELF; HE HARDLY LAUGHED, AND DIDN'T SEEM TO BE PAYING ANY ATTENTION TO ME OR TO WHAT I WAS SAYING. I JUST KNEW THAT SOMETHING WAS WRONG. HE DROPPED ME BACK HOME AND I WONDERED IF HE WAS GOING TO COME IN; HE HESITATED, BUT FOLLOWED. I ASKED HIM AGAIN IF THERE WAS SOMETHING THE MATTER BUT HE JUST HALF SHOOK HIS HEAD AND TURNED THE TELEVISION ON. AFTER ABOUT 10 MINUTES OF SILENCE, I SAID I WAS GOING UPSTAIRS TO BED. I PUT MY ARMS AROUND HIM AND TOLD HIM THAT I LOVED HIM DEEPLY. HE JUST GAVE A SIGH, AND A SAD SORT OF SMILE. HE DIDN'T FOLLOW ME UP, BUT LATER HE DID, AND I WAS SURPRISED WHEN WE MADE LOVE. HE STILL SEEMED DISTANT AND A BIT COLD, AND STARTED TO THINK THAT HE WAS GOING TO LEAVE ME, AND THAT HE HAD FOUND SOMEONE ELSE. I CRIED MYSELF TO SLEEP. BOY'S DIARY FRIDAY 21ST JUNE 2002. ENGLAND LOST TO BRAZIL 2-1. GOT A SHAG THOUGH. :tounge1: |