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human nature
I looked at my soul and let go
let it drown instead of flow. Let you kill myself so your pain could grow and with it many of my tears you did sow Withering, beaten How on earth could i be defeated? I saw myself so strong, never knew i had a blind eye afterall. What i thought I knew is being challanged Save me dear lord before Im beyond damaged, Wreaking havoc on my spirit Screaming so loud, ...Yet no one hears it. In my darkest hour all I have is me I sell my self short, Bidding goodbye to the pride in me. What is pleasure? All to familiar pain Bless your child I plead in vain. Wallowing in abandon Confused ... alone Caress my body, ...carry me home. Becoming even emptier as i weep I shudder and beg for eternal sleep, Knowing I am a fool Turned a deaf ear to my prayers A coward i am ready to be my own personal savior. Just one smile that makes it worth while, This is all i ask. Release me from my burdens, Before my plight becomes a task. Upon satin I am unmasked, Read my unspoken words, Be haunted by that voice you never heard. Drowning in your tears, tonights the night Im noticed, the irony of being invisible for years. And now im truely gone, u beg for what you hated Disregaurd who never made it Make them shine long after faded This is human nature ... and i hate it. |