time on my mind

[Ragga_Wh0re]

sittin here sucking on my index finger
...thoughts of you linger
your laughter rings through my ears
this is NOT what I want to hear.

A perverse smirk cracks my pursed lips,
...can still feel you thrustin between my hips
this is NOT what I want to feel.

Tryin so hard to forget,
trying to fill myself with regret
... all failed attempts.
Trying to hate someone who never did wrong
and i was the fool all along.

But how oh how... can i rid myself of you?
of all these thoughts and feelings that leave me bitter and confused?
Out of sight, still torturing my mind...
they say with time all wounds heal,
such pretty thoughts that makes me forget about whats real.

Time ticks and tocks away and yet,
Im still left feeling this way

Trying so hard to forget
Trying so hard to fill myself with regret

tick tock
small hand ,short hand
engaged in a mechanical dance
they say with time all wounds heal,
such pretty thoughts that makes me forget about whats real.

time on my mind.