patience

[Ragga_Wh0re]

here i sit patinetly in a place i once knew,
now a place so foreign,
everything fades out of view.

Its just me alone,
sitting here
waiting for you,
a familiar face that had the power to turn old things new.

here i sit patiently in a place I once loved,
i look around and all i see is reminents of what once was.
come sit with me,
and watch things change,
remember how it was
and question why its not the same.

I shudder as we bury our bodies far beneath the covers,
and then you reach for me...
hands upon my skin,
and then you reach for me...
dont let him in

not so easy to hide the emotions that now breaks me inside.

Is it wrong of me to want to take things back?
how can I just forget when pieces of me arent in tact?
how can I look into your eyes, and fake like i care?
how can I tell you what Im feeling,when the words arent there?

Remind me how it started,
dont let me forget why we parted,
and yet im still here
sitting patiently in a place i used to know,
where happiness was avid
and content was all that was sewn.

Here i sit patiently alone,
waiting for the memory of you to fade,
so i can be back to the way I was...
insuperable torrid woman...
NEVER to be tamed.