must....stop.....

[yoko*]

partying..

i've kept this up for 4 months, don't think I wanna break it now... everytime i come back frum a party i juss feel like shit.. and well.. i don't wanna feel like I wanna do any "substances" which I prolly wont...

so i think I'm gonna make it official n say "'i've stopped" it's all about wut ur into though..i mean for sum, they prolly enjoy it more than me.. but for me the guilt later on isn't worth i and well... once I press that "submit new thread" button then it's official.. i'm no longer partying...

for a while I've wanted to say it and be able to make it official.. but I Had not faith in myself or guts to do it.. i diddn't wanna become a hypocrite to my own self... then I'd feel worse...

it's been a hell load of fun htough guys... nice meetin ya all.. but nothing has ever been that satisfying to me.. never really found that "special party buddy".. tat I was thinkin I would find one day... it was all an illusion for the sake of an excuse...

It shouldn't be this dramatic.. so big of a thing to make a thread about, but this one's for me, myself n I.. Once I submit this message I know that Ihave to stick by my words and stop... I'm so tempted to say "well see you when I'm free!!" "see you when I have more time next year.. ! see you in the summer!" but nahh...

If I say that then where is it gonna stop?

I think there's a lot more out there for me to see and just this whole package that comes along with partying just.. really isn't my kind of lifestyle... The only positive thing that came outta any o this was that I met a whole buncha cool people..

but those people were only for that one special night you got to spend with them.. or talk to on this forum.. but that's it...

And well, i guess it's time for me to move on, time for me to make my goodbyes official...

guess it's a good thing to get my lazy virtual ass off this forum too... or else I'm going to be tempted to come back... Remember this is for me..

been nice knowin ya all. fuck I hate having to press that stupid button.. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

BYEEEEEEE F&KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK :) !! see ya around.. just not at a party.. haha

WILL SOME ONE PLEASE BUY MY SPOOKY TICKET OFF OF ME? 51$, ..no worries I'm not gonan rip u off with sum fake ass ticket or u can send the whole f&k crew chasin my ass...i'm trustable.. .alrite... 51$ spooky ticks... msg me on icq #58476483about the tickets or call me on my celly belly:604 773-0182

ciaozers :)

[Glendita*]

NOOOOOO!!!! u can't leave , why can't u at least go to spooky for ur last party . Or better yet don't quit but instead take a break, oh u will sooooo be missed.

I have totally felt the same way that u r feeling rite now , and i took a break and when i decided to come back i was so into the scene again.

But if this is what u feel is best for u , then i say go for it . Oh this means that i won't see u anymore , oh u big fat poo head . i guess i'll see u on icq or sumthing like that.



HUGS!!!!!! i'll miss u Yoko :027:

[c.tard]

good bye yoko!!
you will be missed..

it's sad gotta leave everything [including this forum] but if its' what ya gotta do and its' what's best for u then it's all good!!

i'll miss seeing aroudn the forum tho.. it'snot much but i never got to meet u.. but maybe oneday!

byeeeeeeee! and hope u cum back to F&K once in a while to visit at least!! hope things stay good and you find something that your more into, without all the guilt..something that' sust truly good.. =]

byeeeeeeeeeeee!

[Erica]

I'm so proud of you Yoko! *hugs* Don't get me wrong, I'm really sad that I won't be seeing you around the forums...but I know that this is something that you've been wanting to do and aiming towards. So I'm proud that you've had the strength to achieve your goal. :)

I think I'm headed towards the same direction as well. I've said this for the longest time, but I've never actually gone through on it. I don't think I'm going to go to a party to actually party for a long time/ever again. I'll either be helping out with Wickedhouseparty, dropping by to see a DJs set that I want to see then leaving, or going to see my boy spin. I think I feel the same way that you do about parties and all Yoko. We've had this convo on ICQ before...

We definitely have to meet up and hang out tho kay hun? Keep in touch over ICQ/phone. Call me ANYTIME at (604) 812-1188. I don't want to lose touch with you just because of your decision to stop partying.

Luv You :AZN: Erica

[Sean]

You 19 yet Yoko? I used to love parties, but now I'm all about the clubs. It's like the same thing, with a somewhat (and I use this word loosely) more mature crowd, in a more accessible venue. Sooner rather than later clubs are gonna be allowed to open after 2am as well. There are also a ton of good nights, F&K on Wednesday and Lotus on Friday are my favs.

If only we had a decent trance night!

[~lazee_grrl~]

whoa..sorta surprised by this whole msg..u actually did it..but i never knew u weren't gonna go to spooky..u were excited for it..but wutever..u've finally said it..ur gonna stop..and i'm proud that u've done this cuz i know u've been wanting to do this for a long long time...if we lose touch becuz ur not gonna post nemore or go partying..i'm gonna vandalize ur locker and then go to ur house and kick ur ass..haha..or just run up to u everyday and *poke* u..hehe..u know where..but yeah..either way..glad u finally believe in urself enuf to do this..luv ya~

[KeeBLeR]

Wha!? no more yoko at parties?! no more yoko on f&k nemore?! who's gonna scavange in the morning of spooky with me?! :(

AWW bye bye yoko looks like im gonna have to roam around alone yet again.. but i guess i won't be missing much since im gonna be calling it quits pretty soon too.. after spooky im not go to anymore parties unless plaza opens back up.. and even then .. im still not sure i'll be going anymore.. but i guess in all this you can thankfully say that you've stopped.. off to new begginings..

MISS YOU MUCH!!!

:Keebler:

[bob]

FUCKIN' RICE YOKO! FUCKIN' RICE!

i haven't partied in a few months either... and i have no urge to either... i haven't made it official or anything like that, but i'm pretty sure i've started my retirement...

i've tried to do it a few times before, announcing that i'm not partying anymore, but by saying that, i usually ended up being pressured by others to go to a party, so i was at a party a few days later... :(

GOOD FOR YOU!

but i dunno why u gotta leave the boards yo... :(
no more poetry from u i guess... :( but apparently ur not gonna read this, so whatever... that kinda sux... not something i wanted to wake up to... i already have the flu, talk about a bad day...

ummm... take care yo...ko!

[bob]

hahaha yoko remember the time i first met u at LC2, and u were like "are you bob?" ... and i gave u a bitter NO... aaaahahahaha the look on your face... priceless...

still puts a smile on my face...


and remember the candy fight at tokemon!?! booya... all y'all...


and remember that time at band camp!?!?!

[stabmyhead]

you'll be back biatch!

come to some of the sushi meets hun, i havent seen you in forever.. it'll be a good reunion and congrats on not partying. ive been good for about 2 months or so and i dont have much desire to go, mostly cuz im poor and no parties really interest me.

MOVE ON TO BIGGER AND BETTER THINGS HUN. see you on icq.. SOME TIME.