Every Day - a poem about my old life

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I wrote this exactly a year ago when I didnt know much about poetry:

I survived another day,
Another painful day.
I ignored every noise,
Every step, every beat.
I survived another sleepless night,
I went through the loneliness,
I ignored irritating feelings.
Counted every breath I took
Every second of a minute,
Every minute of an hour,
Every hour of a day,
Every day.

I survived another weekend,
Through the tears and silent land.
Guilt went through my weak bone,
Agonized I picked up the phone.
I ignored my crazy voice,
I survived this conversation,
I went through your cage.
Counted every breath I took
Every second of a minute,
Every minute of an hour,
Every hour of a day,
Every day.

Suddenly everything changed.