Nov 24, 04
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monsters
In my head
Ideas and memories float Like a boat to sea They will leave only to re-enter pushed against a wall motionless silent scared what does he want doesn’t he love me can’t he see he’s hurting me a car passes the two of us like a deer in a set of head lights he stared and walked away I sat in the cold on the wet ground motionless memories of monster ponder and present like falling leaves from a tree in the fall into the earth to seed and grow 23 years too old took his own life one shot blood scattered painted the walls like a fresh coat of paint he hated hurt too much to live only injured anyone that lived they envied him memories flash through my head like lightning during a torrential rain storm too high to move too stoned to talk living each in a fairy tale an alternate universe all that matters is drugs and money no one cares if you live or die murder suicide overdose choose your future circles and swirls summersaults truth or happiness choose your path disorders diagnosis pills are my future locked up in a hospital fed through a tube lithium nightmares a walking delusion an imaginary lobotomy set my emotions still subsiding lives and memories pass through my head injuring my soul but feeding my brain 
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Nov 25, 04
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i liked a few of the clusters,
most of it i couldnt understand and I think the piece really could have done without.
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Nov 25, 04
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i dig it
lithium nightmares was my fav line
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