Illusion?

[InsertRealName]

like a whirlwind; a dervish
a flurry of emotion, and then of action.
do you know the value of illusion?
make your own conclusions,
but don't misconstrue my intentions,
or you may miss the bliss
of the higher state of consciousness.

unconcious-ly, you see,
time slips away, you do not stay,
for you have no motivation
to, want to relate.
it's all relative, all just a revelation
elation at one thought, elevation
at another.

storm passes, underneath,
bereft of any breeze, but it still weaves
a whisper of a faint memory.
memorize, be mesmorized,
by that most important thing...
a scent you cannot forget.

(not that you want to)

not LIKE you want to
be here, you avoid the moment,
dodge the bullet, duck under the devil,
and runaway.

escape is the only thing to do
yet you avoid it, as it avoids you.
and so the opportunity is gone,
lost in a sea of possibilities,
like how i'm losing the ability
to speak my mind.