confessional

[Ragga_Wh0re]

give me a reason to control myself,
and ill be on the shortest leash good intentions can buy...i swear!
show me life outside of this mediocre box of monotony and i will...i will.
Instill in me everything I could never be,and Ill be everything and more for you...
emulate your sickening depravity,to manuerisms and pronounciations,body movement to body slanguage,making love to making lies...ill be you as soon as i can fabricate your cries.
Familiar soul I breathe you in,then bleed you dry :purge after I begin.
Everything you am and everything you arent,be weak from my whispers think first he aint smart.
stumble down,smarmy stagger,of bullet proof heart...and stayed anger.
And just like blood we pulse through eachothers veins,seldom spoken,yet always named.
And so we moan,and so we sigh...your name is like the sweetest lullabye.
I cant let go,and I cant let you in,finish before I start,only to finish again.
And so im left with my pillow at night,cursing and cussing all my confessions.