Despair

[InsertRealName]

it numbs me, burrows beneath my skin
tells my lungs not to draw breath.
my heart feels heavy.
invasive, intrusive, it never goes away.

that feeling, when you are lost.
(when you don't know where to go)

my spirit fades into grey
(always grey)

even my shadow seems thinner somehow,
and my soul screams at me
(when i pay attention)

it screams at me.
it screams for you.
(my heart is heavy)

i could run i guess, but i don't want to.
i want to be close, i need to be closer.
even as this torments me, i am still drawn to you.
each day it catches me,
and i drift away....

[Silverwinged]

ugh (U).

[baby-phat]

I like...
I love poetry. :) Maybe one day I'll post something I wrote..

[Ragga_Wh0re]

I see seasonal depression has set in ;)

good to see you "back".