Anonymous Asshole
You’ve done so much to hurt me that I don’t even know you anymore. I don’t even know if I ever knew you. Anything you’ve given to me (figuratively speaking) you’ve taken away viciously. Any kind of kindness you showed me you’ve counteracted it by hurting me 3X as much. 100x as much. I don’t even think your understand, or want to understand to what extend your actions have affected me. You’ve basically clearly backstabbed me as a friend, a lover, a human being. And you don’t even have the intelligence or the capability to TRY to get it. You are not a good person, and you know it. So you hurt people knowing that you are by excusing your actions by saying " I know Im a jerk". That’s bullshit buddy and Im sick of your silly childish games. Im better than that and you know it. You say you cant see me as often now, Making our friends choose between us. You need to see me in small doses? I wont even give you that. You don’t deserve any of my time or energy. You want the best of both worlds, you dont want to be with me, but you want me to be emotionally invested in you. Well guess what, Im not. But I really believed that we had built a friendship that a breakup and this bitterness wouldn’t damage. But it did. We are wayyyy beyond the possibility of repair. You think that by hitting on my friends and making it seem like you played your fucking best friend it makes you look like a bigger person? That it somehow elevates your character? Whatever man, you can have your freedom, your pride, but everyone knows that Im better than you, your fucking best friend knows that Im better than you. So Ill let you have your "VIP" time, your vacation as you called it Sunday morning and let you miss me, realize you lost a really good friend, and maybe well cross paths again, in a couple months or years. But what you’ll never know is that Ill NEVER forgive you, because you turned your back on me when I was the most broken. When I really needed you not as a boyfriend but as a friend. So fuck you, fuck that noise, fuck your games. Im above that.
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