Nov 18, 02
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Sam
peace brova
haha what's up? i havent talked to you in a while.. my msn is broken on my computer so i cant really talk to you. does your cell work if i call? you're almost home , im so excited. i know you can help me sort out all these problems. i need to ask you're opinion on something kind of important.. aki doesnt agree. im left undecided, as usual. im so bad with making decisions. but i kinda know what i have to do. meh. who knows. im happy you are coming home soon :) 
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Nov 18, 02
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i'm counting down the days....
i can't wait to see you and aki. yeah my cell works but my mommy said that only you and aki can call it cuz she pays for the bill...so it works for you, yes...but it doesn't for others. MWAHAHAHA. what's wrong? you know you can phone me anytime anyday...day or night. I know i can't wait to come home cuz even though i have some good friends here now, nothing beats you two. i feel a song coming on i'm coming i'm coming home to you i'm alive i'm a mess i can't wait to get home to you to get warm warm and undressed theres been changes beyond my dreams everybody wants me to sing theres been changes beyond my grasp things are sinking in nothing heals me like you do nothing heals me like you do when somebody knows you well well there's no comfort like that when somebody needs you well there's no drug like that nothing heals me like you do nothing heals me like you do when i'm home curled in your arms and i'm safe again i'll close my eyes and sleep sleep to the sound of VANCOUVER rain nothing heals me like you do good ol' london rain by heather nova. whenever i hear it, it always make me homesick but i still listen to it over and over again. it's like i'm singing it...except for me undresseing and being curled up in your arms...cuz you're a girl and girls are nasty. j/k. but i do feel like a mess right now...emotionally and physically. i think i've lost a lot of weight and i find myself being quite weak. I force myself to eat...usually 1 or 2 meals a day...but no more. i don't have time to eat. i'm so stressed out right now that i've lost all appetite and some nights i just lie awake in my bed...i get so tired but i can't get to sleep cuz everytime i close my eyes, all i think about is school or deadlines or what i did wrong with that photograph. etc etc. i'm glad i'm coming home soon though cuz i don't know if i can last that much more. i know when i come home, everything will fall back into place..."nothing heals me" like you guys do. there's a couple of people who i've met here and they think they know me so well and last night they came to me and told me that if i needed to talk to them about my problems, they would listen. my problems? i didn't think i had any problems. but now that i think about it...i think i do? maybe? and it kinda scares me. but i don't want to talk to them about my supposed problems. i want to talk to YOU about it or i want to talk to AKI about it...but it's not easy cuz of the distance. it seems everyone here picks at my akwardnesses with relentless knives and forks...but they don't even know me. but the more i think about it, what if they're right? maybe they do know me better than myself. but i shouldn't worry...i'll be home in less than 30 days. that's not long. 30 sleeps. anyways...i miss you lots and hope you're ok. phone me whenever.
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Nov 18, 02
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AHHHHHH i also feel like that. so helpless. and theres nothing i can do about it. im so stressed out about everything. my mom is driving me up the wall, seriously. i cant handle it here anymore. you dont have problems sam. dont worry. you're stressed out and worried about school and stuff. when you come back we will fix that in a big way. i also feel a song coming on......
theres so much going on that you can think of me when your hope is gone you can think of me been through anything you can think of me im here as long as you need me when nothing seems to work you can think of me your heart is on a search let it come to me i'll make it all reversed when you think of me bab y you can see your life trough me let me be the reason you get through the day know that ill make everything ok ahhh brandy all in me she knows where its at. im so glad you're coming back! you know im counting down the days and marking them on a calandar. we're going to party so hard.i dont even know what else to say except .. another song perhaps.... i got all my sisters with me this is ladies night and our rhymes is tight oh this is ladies night and oh what a night ladies night and the feelins right oh this is ladies night oh what a night strictly a bell ringer lay another finger on this big bad hoop lady rap singer i be the one to blame as the flames keep risin to the top hahah lil kim is the shit its like,our own musical!!!
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Nov 18, 02
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we'll call it...Tha Sound of Mutha Fuckin Music
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Nov 18, 02
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krista, my dear, we'll obviously be seeing each other in less than 30 days...don't you worry.
whitespot it is. holllah
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Nov 18, 02
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less then 30 days? is that it?
yayayayay!!!!!!!!! lets NOT go back to the rattail white spot please and thank you btw...how come yer never on icq foo? do u have msn? add me [email protected]
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