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no its not that, its like something inside me, its not dnb. and its not the aftermath of a drug either. but ive just had feelings, and shit not working out, and all this, i used to be totally opposite, like if i was up to my normal self, i would help you move today. but i feel totally down and depressed.
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welcome to life! sorry, that sounds like im being a dick. but its true. life sucks sometimes. all you can do is try to surround yourself with good things and good friends and make the best of it! Like spinning hardstyle with Pizza and beer and swimming in your pool. ??? lol |
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i dont have a pool matty, i have a pool table, i have a small wading pool for my nephew if you want. lol. ya my moms wants to meet you all, so ill do something soon.
but i dont like it, i hate feeling things for people, i hate hating myself, but thats what im doing rightnow. i cant even talk to anyone about myself. i tried talking to jess about me, but i cant. for some reason, ive just been depressed. even when hanging out with people, like even tho lil flip was awsome, id idnt have fun. i was preoccupied with so much shit. i cant have fun. |
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sometimes i have those moments where i dont know what's wrong but it makes me feel sad and depressed and it will pass over however if you let it...just try things that u never really do anymore...maybe you need some thinking beach time?
if you ever need someone to talk to u know u can always phone me...slurpee run at 2am? SURE! lets go :) |
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I can come over in a bit and lets chill! |