Trying 2 Release Bottled EMoTioNs

[SNowWhITe]

OPening Up Takes a lot of guts... Scared, if the the person will really understand how u're feeling or will they just say they do? *being hurt sucks*

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[Res]

being hurt does suck, chin up gurl............go for it!

[Courtney]

fuck u you are sucha attention seeker looooosah!!!!!!!!
by the way the only reason ure pix look alrite is cuz u sat in front on ure webcam and took pics or ureself all day and u probly chose the best ones
can i PLEASE be as cool you?

[M!SKA]

i love you courtney

[crookedking]

well that came out of nowhere.

[bebu*funfun]

LMAO u rock courtney! bahaha

neways..y da hell do u wanna release bottled emotions? just dont..keep it in!

[Sh4n3]

i'm not taking sides here at all.... BUT I have acutally met her.... which already says a lot about your opinions because you have not had the chance to find out who she is. she's actually a nice person.... give her a chance. the only reason her posts look bad is cuz you guys critizise every fucking thing she says. how is this looking for attention... i bet i could EASILY find a simular thread like this... where the one of you last 3 girls ( no tim your not included ) have been looking for answers. so she's got a lil confidence... more power too her.

i'm not trying to be a dickhead... i'm cool with you gurls.. i'm just saying think about it

on a happier note the bickering DOES give me something to read when i'm drunk

[Breezy]

don't keep it in... that jus makes you dig deeper... but be careful who you share it with.......
being hurt does suck, but it's the getting back up and keeping strong that's the hardest part~ be happy and have confidence whateva ya do~!

[SNowWhITe]

Originally posted by Sh4n3:
i'm not taking sides here at all.... BUT I have acutally met her.... which already says a lot about your opinions because you have not had the chance to find out who she is. she's actually a nice person.... give her a chance. the only reason her posts look bad is cuz you guys critizise every fucking thing she says. how is this looking for attention... i bet i could EASILY find a simular thread like this... where the one of you last 3 girls ( no tim your not included ) have been looking for answers. so she's got a lil confidence... more power too her.

i'm not trying to be a dickhead... i'm cool with you gurls.. i'm just saying think about it

on a happier note the bickering DOES give me something to read when i'm drunk

Awww thanks big guy, I really respect you, and give u lotz of warm karma for your post..

Courtneay....... I have not met you nor have i even spoke a word to you. I don't know how you can have such a hate on for me when u haven't even had a conversation with me.. I know you don't like my posts, and you really don't like my avatar, and thats really just to bad. Might I remind u that this is an internet forum, and my posts and avatar give people like u something to talk about, hence why i posted them, awaiting comments like u'res. I will agree with u on something.. I love attention, as does you and everyone else. IF anything u're the one seeking attention with a post which doesn't have anything to do with the subject of conversation.. I bet u feel pretty good about yourself right about now, considering all the ATTENTION u recieved from u're friends who agree with u're post. Feel "special" don't u COurtneay?


You are entitled to your own opinions, but if u have such a problem with me then why even waist u're precious time reading my posts? Even after u're little out-burst I will not label you or judge u, I'm more mature than that.
one more thing... I took many pics on ma web cam that day, and unfortunatly I couldn't have all of them as my Sig.. Otherwise I would...

[Timdareez]

From what i can see i think snow white is a hottie.... :)

[Gold Streaks]

fuck this is ridiculouse. so are all you girls gonna follow all snowhites posts and talk shit to her no matter what the subject is? that's fucking petty. so she has an avatar you don't like, get over it. the fact that it bothers u so much that u can't shut up about it only makes u weak and immature. shit yesterday her karma was balanced, she starts one thread and look at it now. what has she said here that is so offensive? i don't know snowhite and i don't know u ppl but at least snowhite has let the whole avatar shit drop. don't u think it's getting old?

[Courtney]

notice how its all guys who are defending her...

[Sh4n3]

ohhhhhhhhhhh what i could say.. what i could say!

ugh

/me just sits back and watches

[Sh4n3]

Originally posted by Gold Streaks:
fuck this is ridiculouse. so are all you girls gonna follow all snowhites posts and talk shit to her no matter what the subject is? that's fucking petty. so she has an avatar you don't like, get over it. the fact that it bothers u so much that u can't shut up about it only makes u weak and immature. shit yesterday her karma was balanced, she starts one thread and look at it now. what has she said here that is so offensive? i don't know snowhite and i don't know u ppl but at least snowhite has let the whole avatar shit drop. don't u think it's getting old?

EXACTLY!

[MistressSpankME]

I know exactly how you feel Snowwhite.

I used to be HORRIFIED of opening up to people due to the fact I was different from almost everyone in my past, and that scared them in a way, plus te fact I was constantly betrayed by people I thought were my friends. I'm slowly getting better at it now, but it really takes ALOT of guts for me to open up to people. And I won't even bother opening up to anyone if I relaly dont think they are worth it. The people I open up to are obviously very important to me for me to be able to even care enough to try to open myself up.
Luckily I've escaped all my old friends (well, with the exception of a few poeple who were always there for me) and found alot of new friends that i'm able to truly talk to, without them running away scared or stabbing me in the back later on.
The one thing that keeps me from keeping everything in, is that I'm tired of losing people that are important to me, or never knowing how great someone could have been in my life because I just kept my mouth shut. Make your move before you lose them, thats all I can say. Because sitting scared never caused anything but pain for me.
And I know this is easier said than done, but if they don't understand or agree with you, ESPECIALLY if they just pretend to.. FUCK THEM. The leat they can do is respect what you said and give you the gift of being honest. If not, then you don't need them.

[Guice_39]

Originally posted by MistressSpankME:
And I won't even bother opening up to anyone if I relaly dont think they are worth it. The people I open up to are obviously very important to me for me to be able to even care enough to try to open myself up.

^^^Very very true. I figure I shouldn't even give a fuck what others think about me or if they really don't like me...........and I don't give a fuck, cause if their not my friends then I don't care for em which means who cares what they think. The only people I care about and whos opions on me matter to me are friends and girlfriends cause their the ones who make me or break me. It does take guts to open up to people but cause you don't know where it could take you depending on tha subject being discussed. Once you do open up though, it feels real good that you got it out and gives you more courage for a next time. In a way its good open up and let everything out cause you need to tell someone how you feel but then again its not alwayz good cause who knows where your emotions can lead you.

[-InFiNiTi-]

Originally posted by Courtney:
fuck u you are sucha attention seeker looooosah!!!!!!!!
by the way the only reason ure pix look alrite is cuz u sat in front on ure webcam and took pics or ureself all day and u probly chose the best ones
can i PLEASE be as cool you?

COURTNEY..JEEEEZUS CHRIST..ur a lippy lil thing arent u???
but....just for that U R MY FAVE ok...hahahaha...

awwwww poor snowwhite....lets just ALLLLLL feel SOOO sorry for poor lil snowwhite...
:finger:

[Timdareez]

i still can't see anythin wrong with her ???

* scratches his head *

nope not one thing.............

[miss.myra]

Maybe I'm being atrociously obvious, but why would you want to be 'close' with someone you didn't feel comfortable opening up to or being honest about your feelings with?

that somehow defeats the purpose of it all, m'dear.

M

[Global]

I think Miss myra here in three lines gave the best advice I can see. If your not comfortable with someone you can't force it. If you were this post wouldn't be here right now. As for a release I just write poetry or even just a jornal of my thoughts. Then I read it over and usually realize how whiny it sounds. Anyway at least you know exactly what's in your head if you can look at it then decide what to do. As for Courtney I don't remember seeing you ask to be bitched at by someone so that tells me someone has too much time on their hands and is just trying to get some attention. Either that or she's just jealous of your pics.
Hope to meet you soon

Peace
Global

[dj4mula]

I used to be afraid to open up. I then found someone who I trust whom I opened up to. For a period of time I opened up to a lot of people. Which was a mistake. A few people couldn't keep there mouths shut and I lost trust in people.

To this day I am sometimes careful about what I say and whom I'm saying it to if it concerns me.

Seriosuly though, to open up you must find the right person. It can't be forced, the time will come.

~tim

[Filo]

^^^^ word tim. couldn't have said it better myself