~*~Confussed~*~

[RiCeY]

I really dunno what to say but here goes...Through out my 2yrs of being in the scene...I've come across many people...People come and go...People who I've developed solid friendships with and people who dislike me...That's life...Your always gonna come across things like that

I'm gonna be honest here and say sure some stuff I say on the boards may piss some people off eg. Dieselboy Pix for sale...etc! But even when I make honest threads and posts I still get flaimed on...

You know...I was so diff. back before I started partying and stuff...I've changed so much from the scene...But lately everything I thought was over back in my High School days is coming back...Eg. people calling me names...Making fun of me because of my height...etc! Common guys...Sure I may usually take a lot hence I'm an easy target to pick on cause I usually don't say anything back...But it does hurt...Especially when I've not really done anything to hurt your feelings...Please take things in consideration before making comments is all I really ask for

I just wanna get to know people who won't judge me based on my outside either it be my looks & height...Do you honestly think it's fair? I'm sure people who are close to me can tell you other wise that I'm ACTUALLY a pretty good friend and fun to be with who jokes around...I've yet to judge anyone really without getting to know them first...I just wish most people can give me the same respect back

For those who dislike me for whatever reason that's fine...All I ask is that I rather have you just think of me not even being here and just leaving me alone...Ignore my posts as if they were not there...I'll rather have myself be invisible than make myself exposed to your hurtful comments...

If you actually read all of this...I just wanna say thanx for your time...I just had to get things out :(

[yourlilbaby]

oh sweetie! lol i know u dont know me... lol but i know who you are and finally i know your name, ive seen u at like every party! im jessy and i jsut want to say cheer up babe! Lol, i know what its like to be made fun of... lol im pretty short too well 5'3" although i tell ppl im 5'5"... lol but talk about teasin being a kid who had to wear a pirate patch to school everyday! lol anyways i go to school in west vancouver,... home to some of the most unaccepting stuck up people in the entire universe who judge you on nothing.... but something ive learned is that generally the people who make fun of you are those who are so unsure of themselves that they have to insult other people... u know who you are and your friends know who you are and thats all thats important.... the others jsut dont matter.... besides babe it doesnt matter how tall you are its all the same when you're lying down ! lol my mom's words of wisdom! cheer up i think you seem really nice! if u need to chat pm me k?

[bob]

i'll be honest, i don't like you for 3 reasons

1) you're a tryhard
2) the pink in your text has got-ta go
3) get your lips off my damn heiney

i don't care if you're an ugly midget with a dinky asianavenue nickname. and i think you should stop using that for an excuse to fall back on to make people feel sorry for you (even if they do make fun of you).

you know what. if you want to stand out in a crowd and be the #1 RAVE GOD GUY, then you have to accept the fact that you're in a spotlight and people are going to take everything you do into consideration. it seems to me like you want all our attention, like you're trying to appeal to the masses and be accepted by us. well, you might wanna try to grab our attention with something we like. if that is your intention. you don't win a fat man's heart by feeding him salad all day. GIVE THE MOTHERFUCKER A 12oz STEAK.

my advice to you is to stop trying so fucking hard to win us over, and if you can't stop, then at least try to appeal to us. and finally, TAKE YOUR FUCKING LIPS OFF MY HEINEY.

[Ragga_Wh0re]

u know what... the reason why people judge others is because they are truely not happy with themselves... the people who feel the need to make fun of others are seriously lacking in self esteem. My advice to you... just let it slide.
more advice: UR OPINION ON URSELF IS NUMBER ONE FUCK EVERY ONE ELSE U LIVE FOR U U LOVE FOR U U CRY FOR U U DIE FOR U REMEMBER THAT. basically dont pay them any mind for they are not worth it... hence they lack thier own and i think its safe to say they r intimidated to see a person such as urself so comfortable with themselves.

keep ur head up push ur chest out and look peeps in the eye

i should become like dr.phill and get my own show

[lil_thong]

Hey ricey, i read your post and i envy the fact that u were able to let people know how u felt. Most people are too embarassed or shy to do that type of stuff. People like "bob" shouldn't get to you. Don't worry, he ain't nothing special. As long as you know that you're a good dood inside, it's all good. Pinner kids like bob shouldn't talk when people actually laugh at HIM.

[bob]

lil thong, try reading my post and understanding it before you point fingers.

you probably just read the "i don't care if you're an ugly midget with a dinky asianavenue nickname."
well even that, i meant I DON'T CARE.
i was trying to tell him that he should get over all the superficial shit being thrown at him.

fuck it... if you can't understand my post, then you're not worth having to explain it to.

but RICEY and LIL_THONG, i meant no disrespect to RICEY except for the fact that he's got his lips on my freakin' beer... i guess jokes don't fly well with tight-assed thugs

[boozydaclown]

bob thats some cold shit man , dont get mad because your a abortion that failed , you weak child

[Ragga_Wh0re]

bob how can he got over this "superficial shit" when ur just slinging more at him? ur a hypocrite shut yo mouth!

[bob]

here's the rest of my post incase you can't find it

"you know what. if you want to stand out in a crowd and be the #1 RAVE GOD GUY, then you have to accept the fact that you're in a spotlight and people are going to take everything you do into consideration. it seems to me like you want all our attention, like you're trying to appeal to the masses and be accepted by us. well, you might wanna try to grab our attention with something we like. if that is your intention. you don't win a fat man's heart by feeding him salad all day. GIVE THE MOTHERFUCKER A 12oz STEAK.

my advice to you is to stop trying so fucking hard to win us over, and if you can't stop, then at least try to appeal to us. and finally, TAKE YOUR FUCKING LIPS OFF MY HEINEY."

the only things written in there are my own personal suggestions based on observations i've made on and OFF the boards. i don't see anywhere in there that is insulting towards peter, unless he takes offense to me thinking of him as an attention grabber. but even so, it's just my observation, and i don't see how it makes me a bad person by pointing it out.

the reason i wrote the part about the "ugly midget" is cuz those were the insults being thrown around at him in other threads, and i'm pretty sure that's what lead to him posting this. he even said so himself; "Eg. people calling me names...Making fun of me because of my height...etc!"

[lil_thong]

Hey man, all i'm saying is that he basically poured out his heart and you still had to talk foul. I can't stop anybody from talking shit but try giving him a little respect.

btw, the only lips on any ass is yours on mine.

[bob]

Originally posted by lil_thong:
Hey man, all i'm saying is that he basically poured out his heart and you still had to talk foul. I can't stop anybody from talking shit but try giving him a little respect.

btw, the only lips on any ass is yours on mine.

if he posted this thread just to hear a bunch of replies saying "awww poor peter, i feel for ya man, don't let it get to you" ... i think that's pretty sad. sure it'll cheer him up for a while, but does that solve the problems he's facing?

i apologize for not patting him on the back.

[Ragga_Wh0re]

I think i said alot more than aww infact i dont even think i said aww poor peter. Is this not the advice type section? bob give advice or shut the hell up

[bob]

........yea ... anyways, this is enough pillow talk for one married couple.
we can take our cockfight to another arena. this thread is for peter and anyone who wants to contribute to helping him get through this obstacle.


so shutup unless you have something on topic to say, otherwise i'll shut you up myself.

[Ragga_Wh0re]

BOB I LOVE YOU AND I'M GOING TO SHUT THE FUCK UP NOW

thanks
-bob

[RiCeY]

I didn't post this and basically said what I felt expecting everyone to say awww...Cheer up...etc...I just wanted to get things in the open and you know! Basically I'll rather have people like BOB who if you don't have anything nice to say please don't say it? Just pretend I don't even exist is this world...I'll rather have people like you and other's who dislike me for whatever reason to just rather be gone and have me gone in their lives by not reading my posts etc

[bob]

but ricey, you do exist. and i'm not critcizing you for who you are. read my post a little more carefully (75% of it was me just jokin' around about you kissing a bottle of heineken)

why do you want people to deny your existence? are you really that bad of a person? i'm pretty sure you're not...

and peter, if you say something like "I've yet to judge anyone really without getting to know them first...". then try not to include your bickerings about me ("people like BOB") when you don't even know me, and have made no attempt to know me.

what kind of person are you to try and kick all the notsogood people out of your world? are you really giving them a chance? do you see anybody else here trying to divide themselves from people that think they're stupid? i think you're being a snob, like i'm not good enough for you because i'm not all sugar-coated and i don't tell you what you want to hear. it's not fair for you to ask people to ignore your posts just because some people are gonna wanna joke about what you have to say. when you post something, you have to accept the fact that once it's posted, it's officially open for discussion, and subject to criticism. that's the whole basis for having a discussion on here, and if you can't handle that... then maybe you shouldn't be here until you CAN handle it.

do you think being a victim makes you a hero?

peter, my questions are trying to be more of a discussion with you rather than an attack on you personally. i have no intention of attacking you (incase you haven't noticed, i've never superficially flamed you before). however, if you feel that these questions are attacking you, then i really don't think you know what you're crying about...

[lil_thong]

(raises hand)

actually it was me who said "people like bob"..

[bob]

Originally posted by RiCeY:
people like BOB

:)

[Courtney]

ok ppl shoodnt make fun of u for ure height but dude u just SET YOURSELF UP for the most part

[lil_thong]

k well apparently bob is being a fag...i see what you're doing...

[lil_thong]

no point in deleting that one, it's the truth.

[bob]

i'm just asking you to stay on topic
if you can't do that... well it's my responsibility to make sure it doesn't happen again.

[c.tard]

^^ actually, you said "people like bob" in one post, and then ricey said it in another.

[edit] this was supposed to be for lil-thong[/edit]

[RiCeY]

Originally posted by RiCeY:
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I'm gonna be honest here and say sure some stuff I say on the boards may piss some people off eg. Dieselboy Pix for sale...etc! But even when I make honest threads and posts I still get flaimed on...

Courtney like I stated I KNOW I've said stuff in the past that should and prob did piss people off...But even times when I've made posts without creating any controversy I still get flaimed...If I can turn back time I wish I could re-start things and just got along with everyone...

Better yet why have you disliked me? I've made attempts to you and say "hi" at parties and stuff and it seems like your so quick to judge me based in on my outside and reading posts on FnK...

I'm just wondering why so many of you are so quick to judge me and NOT bother to get to know me? You know what if I'm short? Some of you are too eg. Allie..Lazeegrl...etc but their girls...Sorry girls but you know it...Girls who are short is a norm...But what can I do if I'm a guy and same height as Allie and Jenn? I would TRADE in ANYTHING and do ANYTHING if I could have a better outcome and be TALLER!

[c.tard]

Originally posted by RiCeY:
But even times when I've made posts without creating any controversy I still get flaimed...If I can turn back time I wish I could re-start things and just got along with everyone...[/color]

That's just how it is on a msg board. If you can't handle that, well that's your problem.

If you post something, it's there, open for anyone who feel slike it, to say anything they want. EVERYONE DEALS WITH SHIT ON A MSG BOARD. But most people don't take it to heart cause it' snot a big deal. it's only the internet.

and even if you could turn back in time, not everyone would like you. that's just how the world is. everyone is different and not everyone likes everyone else. you should know that by now. your not like 6 or anything.