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Yeah i have an aunt that lives in van, but i wouldnt want to stay with her, we dont get along.
Last night i wrote my mom a letter explaning why i want to move to van, and how i can do it. I explaned to her how even my older sister needed to get out of this town, she just did it in a different way (she spent her grade 10 year in italy) but i told her that i still want to be close enough that i can come back when ever. I also told her how some schools in vqan have more then 4 classes a day, so if i work hard i could grad early! I even told her that if my grads drop then i will come back. I'm pretty sure i laid it all out to her, I also told here to have a little faith, if it doesnt work i will come back but that she should atleast let me try it. So hopefully she will take it into consideration! |
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she said NO. no matter what i say or do she is going to say no, i told her i'm un happy and she says, that i have to do whatever to fix it. She doesnt seem to get it that HERE is making me un happy. She said that she offered to help me by sending me to a councler. I'm thinking about going, cause then the councler will just tell her the same thing i have! but my mom thinkns that i cant handle being on my own, she said i have to wait till i'm 18. WHAT GOOD IS KEEPING ME HERE GOING TO DO? other then piss me off and make me kill someone! its fucking point less......
FUCK i'm too mad to write anything right now! |
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come live in my shit hole town with me tina....... then atleast i will have some one to be all sad with! or maybe just u being here would make me happier! but i highly doubt u would want to live here, i wouldnt wish this pain upon anyone!
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Lol that would be sooooo cool!!! LOL im in... hehehehehe
Yea im having troubles with family right now.... my mom is not agreeing with me and my dad wont support me..my dad lives on the other side of the world..and expects me to think that everything is ok.... im still in school and all my friends at school betray me. I turn to going to raves cuz there is so many friendly ppl there. Oh how I wish it would just all go away!!! And this is where I wanna turn and move out... :( |
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OMG tina, i so totally undersatnd what ur going through. we are so in the same boat right now!
One reason why i want to leave so bad is because, every person i have ever trusted here has turned aorund and stabed me in the back! One person told the whole town that i was a hooker, another charged me with a VERY serious crime, that i DID NOT do, and i might be going to jail because of it.... and balh blah blah the list goes on! I so know how much it sucks, I turned to raves for the same reason you did! it almost like a break from reality, like the only place u feel wanted, and welcome! I MISS U TINA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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i dunoo man counsellors r fuckt they r mostly in it 4 a pay cheque and peopleat parties r just intersted in getn high. so i dunno... when u turn 18? can u stick it out? i stickin out till my 19th wich is valentines day then im gone. The only one who will ever love u is urself dont deprave urself of the happiness u need, Ur the only one who is gonna make u succeed... IM drunk so i cant ypoe good but i hope u feel me. i feel really shitty cuz u feel so stuck and lost i dont ever want anyone to feel that way but there aint shit i can do but offer these words. Please find hope in all thats negative ... u will find sunshine soon it comes from within u not from chnage of scenery!
Find the little things that make u happy to keep u happy until u can leave... dig deep there has got 2 be sumthin. Amazing grace how sweet the sound that saved a wretch like me... i once was lost but now am found was blind but now I see twas grace that taught my heart to fear and grace my fears releived how precious did that grace appear the hour i first beleived through many dangers toils and snares I have already come tis grace hath brought me safe thus far and grace will lead me home When we`ve been there ten thousand years bright shining as the sun we`ve no less days to sing Gods praise then when we first begun I always sing this song when i feel trapped and these words bring me instant escape. *hugz* I hope i made u smile or sumthin plz keep ur head up ur sinshine will come i promise u :kimmie: |
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awwwwwww thank u so much! I will be 18 in just over a year, on january 8! it seems so far away, but i guess i will manage, i dont really have any other choice. I will make it, i have to.
Goddessa, u are such a sweet heart, thanks! Jonssie - he he he a sidewayz house, now that would be fucking dope! |
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U and me have been through a lot... not to mention problems with friends to the problems at home, yes we both seem to get through it somehow... but the pain still remains. Raves... a break from reality.... DEFINATELY!!! Hope our friendship will become stronger... *Huggles* MISS U VANESSA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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my b-day party is going to be the new years party :c-tard: BUt i still hve to wait another year till i'm 18 ggggrrrrrrrrrr i hate age, age is such a stupied thing, it seems ur either too young, or to old, there is no right age!
Goddessa and yourlilbaby- are u guys going to fully legal? TINA- OMG i love u so much u are such a sweety, i never knew we had so much in common, but we did instantly get along when we met eachother. Thats gotta mean something. |