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It's okay man,.......at least now i know i'm not the only one who feels just like life is not worth living anymore......since april my life has completely come to the most bottomness pit:386:
that one bit of happiness has totally been taken away from me i thought i could make it thru, just wit that lil sense of hope but after being taken away ur sense of dignity and confidence,...it's hard .......:031: I kno none of you would know what i'm talking about.....it still shocks me.....everytime i think about it i feel like crying and it sends me into this nightmarish day dream...>< ........the past 2 or 3 monthes had seem like a whole lifetime it feels like it's all down hill from here........i really hope it's not..* |
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I hear ya sweetie. *big hugs* I hope you're feeling at least a lil' better since you got your job at Fitness World. If you ever need to talk, you know where to find me.
Things in my life have completely fallen apart too. It's already been in the pits for years now, but everything went further downhill since the beginning of this school year. And this week, so many things crashed and burned, even after I thought things could not get any worse. I'm so miserable now, but I think that once I'm feeling better (I'm really sick right now), I'm in the right mindset to pick up the pieces and slowly put them back together. One would mean getting a job. I need a constant steady cash flow, so I will be able to support myself once I get kicked out. Next would be FINALLY getting my license. I don't even have my learners yet!! This will help me out A LOT in getting myself to work and to school. Third would be finishing up school, since I had to drop out earlier this year due to health probs. And fourth would be getting back in shape, and being healthy again. So alas, I won't be seeing you guys at parties anytime soon. :( I've been having so much fun since I started going back to raving in the past couple months, but I need to be rested and sober in order to fix my life. Same with fattening up my wallet, cause I completely blew all of my work money from the past two summers on partying. Bah!! I'm SO bummed about missing Magic Mountain tho. :( To everyone who's going, tear it up twice as hard for me and have fun!! I'll miss you guys... Erica :AZN: |
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ya know I'm there for ya babe...
Anytime you need me darlin... just call!
we'll go for a swim, tan, and eat and eat some more... (I'll be sure to buy lots of SALSA...) and maybe, just maybe, i'll let you kick my ass at pool again... IF YOUR LUCKY!!! **LAZER EYE SURGERY**.... I'm so smart.... |
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smoking weed is bad man!! but anyways.. take care...i'm pretty sure it'll pass by....whatever it is... cus everything comes and goes right??...soo yea... take care -i'm out |