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Jul 04, 03
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I want something good to die for
life just doesnt seem worth living anymore. there's nothing new happening. sure raving is great and all, but that only happens once in a while. i need something. i need something to live for, something to die for. life itself is meaningless. should we be measured by how we live or how we die? should we live to die? is life so precious to hang on to? do i mean anything to anybody? if i died, would anyone outside my group of friends and family care? would u care? if i slit my wrists and u got a message saying crackjoy has died, would it matter to any of u? would u weep? would u say, "that sux." then move on? would u say, "good riddance, he whined too much anyway."? is life for the sake of life worth the strain it takes on all of us? is it worth the heartache, the toil, the pain, the fleeting hope, the unending search for love and happiness, all the crap we put ourselves thru? is this too long for u to read? are u bored from its lack of entertainment value? are u scared bcuz the questions are too simliar to ur own? do u look down on it for its negativity? are we all so damn busy living we cant see anything beyond wuts in front of us? wut is this? is this the rant of a psychopath about to go on a bloody rampage? is this the ramblings of a drug addict coming down? are these the broken words of a depressed individual who has nothing left to give? nothing. there is nothing.
i'm no druggie. crying is a comfort for the living. 
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Jul 04, 03
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Life is the best thing anyone can ask for, ya gotta be living to feel & enjoy. So make the best outta ur life, you only live once. And so what if people outside your group of friends or your family didn't care if you died, as long as people you actually care about cared about you. If I died I wouldn't EXPECT strangers to really care that much.
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Jul 04, 03
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Your reason to live should be the fact that you are living
Yours are the words of a 17 year old who has no idea what life lies ahead of them yet. and the fact that said life has already begun because he is too cought up in the 'i have nothing, I am nothing' mantra... life is a gift, from who I don't know - but it's yours, don't waste by mourning what never was, what could've been and go and live You affect as few or as many people as you choose and you have your whole life to do it
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Jul 04, 03
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i myself have never been without a reason to live.
methinks you have one too, elsewise you'd be dead. if you can't find a reason inside yourself, chances are you won't find one in the world around you either. as for your post, it doesn't make a whole lot of sense. i suggest you print it out and read it again in a couple of years. other things i suggest: read some ayn rand. work on improving yourself. if you're proud of yourself and your accomplishments, you will find plenty of reasons to go on living. identify your good qualities and live for those. don't live for other people or the way they might view you. you won't get very far that way. life doesn't have to hurt as much as your post implies. there's no reason why it should. happiness makes more sense. -lauren
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Jul 04, 03
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I don't mean to sound mean but don't complain about your life as it can be a whole lots worse... I had those words that you typed go through my head many years ago and when I look back all I can do is shake my head and laugh at how stupid I was.
You have a roof over your head, money to spend, friends to talk to and a computer to play on. Take all that away, give you a concrete pillow, a stomach that yearns for nourishment and a toothache that won't go away due to lack of dental plan and you tell me how crappy life is then. You have nothing to complain about and a while life to live still. If people didn't care about you then all of the thing that you take for granted right now wouldn't exist. It took me a few years to figure this one out. I suggest that you find something to truly fall in love with. For me it is music and snow... I am truly obsessed with both and it is more than enough to make me yearn to live to ride and listen to my tunes. Best of luck in your search and I am sure you'll look back and laugh when you get older.
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Jul 04, 03
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This is the typical teenage angst riddened post of a self labelled misunderstood, or just plain confused teenager.
You complain about how there's nothing to do - NEWSFLASH - Sitting at home and whining about having nothing to do, usually gets pretty boring. I find it hard to believe when people complain about how there's nothing to do. There are other options other than partying or getting drunk at some Joe's house - but I'm sure you know that. You're young, life sucks at 17 - it gets better. You can't expect life to be ROCKING IT OUT HARDCORE STYLES!! 24/7. You have to come down sometimes, but if all you're doing is waiting for plans to happen or life to pick up with time, then you're in for some disappointment. You question as to if we would care if you offed yourself or whatnot, I could ask you the same question, would you give a flying rat's ass if one of us killed ourselves? Let's see, a casual stranger/acquaintance that you don't really know that made a few posts on a message board in which you frequent. Why does the empathy of such people matter to you? Wouldn't you want such feelings to come from someone that knows you and cares for you? I'm sick of all these generation x kiddies complaining about life, yeah it's the pits sometimes, but you are making your matters worse by being to apathetic to care or do something to change it. You're not a kid anymore, your parents can't make your problems go away. But if you aren't willing to make an effort in "making it go away", then you don't have a right to complain yet.
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Jul 04, 03
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^^^ That's the type of reply I expect from Stabby.
None of this sappy crap from yesterday.
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Jul 04, 03
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Yesterday, local resident Stabby had been reported to be armed with love and extremely plurry... but investigators have concluded that the imposter has been taken out and the real Stabby has been returned to her home. Thank you.
sap sap sap.
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Jul 04, 03
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if life's getting ya down, grab it by the balls and change the situation you're in. (nothing likes getting its balls yanked in a non-sexual like fashion)
EVERY single thing worth having in this life you'll have to fight for, it won't come to you. that is all
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Jul 04, 03
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this makes me sad - you need to form some meaningful relationships with people or something
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Jul 05, 03
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ok, i think i need to elaborate here. i did write this BUT
A) it was on a computer with no internet connection B) it was in wordpad or some shit like that C) I WAS FUCKING DREAMING thats mainly why i'm so confused. u see, in the dream i was considering commiting suicide. my girlfriend (which i dont have) left me, adn i was heartbroken, etc. i dont remember much else about it. its actually kind've interesting. i've never done any thing in my sleep b4, tho i have had conversations with ppl wen i'm asleep of which i have no memory of. the latest being a brief chat with a buddy after oh funky.
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Jul 05, 03
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Come to Tibet with me and die fighting for it's freedom from Chinese occupation.
No but seriously, I hate people who take their lives for granted, you have your health (i'm assuming) which is worth so much more than you realize. Have you ever thought of putting yourself in the situation of someone living in a third world country? Someone who struggles to make the bare minimum to stay alive? Or how about someone who's lost all of their family, and loved ones and now has to live with that experience for the rest of their life?
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Jul 05, 03
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don't kill yourself.
no point. nuff said.
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Jul 05, 03
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