it's all coming up bleh!

cinist · #1 (**permalink**) Feb 01, 04

feel odd lately, its all bleh

i almost feel like cutting off all contact for a while and hiding

is that odd or maybe good? fuck people , people make me sad i think ...... hah

decypher · #2 (**permalink**) Feb 01, 04

yeh i switch between hibernation and going out all the time.. it can be a good thing, taking it easy at home with a bag of bud. Sometimes life can be so much more fun away from the drama of everyone. A little break is always good.

Sykonee · #3 (**permalink**) Feb 01, 04

Hawaii Vacation Time!

ebbomega · #4 (**permalink**) Feb 02, 04

Hein. The way I see it, disappearing from the world is a bad idea, because feeling bleh just perpetuates itself.

Go do something. Anything. But do it.

Goat · #5 (**permalink**) Feb 02, 04

Hitting a 'funk' stage of life is completely normal.
Do what you feel is right.

"the only difference between a rut and a grave is depth"
just remember that.

take it easy shannon :)

cinist · #6 (**permalink**) Feb 02, 04

thanks guys,

i think i just need to get back into school and away from people i'm overly attached too

its important to keep an emotional distance from people, hibernation could help that. i'm better off alone we all are maybe

Goat · #7 (**permalink**) Feb 02, 04

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Originally posted by cinist
its important to keep an emotional distance from people, hibernation could help that.

it's important keeping emotional distance from people in life who bring you down, people who's actions lead to hurt.
There are people in life who you can relate to, who help become the best you can be by their meer presence, those people who are family. These are the people who'll be there for you, there's nothing wrong with emotional 'letting' with them.
I'm pretty sure Shannon, you're not somoene who'd become emotionally dependant on anyone but yourself.
It's alright to express yourself with others.
There's a time and a place for everything.

SEAN! · #8 (**permalink**) Feb 02, 04

do what i do when im depressed.....drink until you cant see and then snort 5 caps of e.

hahha

Goat · #9 (**permalink**) Feb 02, 04

you forgot the random sexual encounters with anything involving a wet hole.

cinist · #10 (**permalink**) Feb 02, 04

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Originally posted by Goat

it's important keeping emotional distance from people in life who bring you down, people who's actions lead to hurt.

luckily i cut these types out a couple years ago, the key success to my clean living:y:

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Originally posted by Goat

There are people in life who you can relate to, who help become the best you can be by their meer presence, those people who are family. These are the people who'll be there for you, there's nothing wrong with emotional 'letting' with them.
I'm pretty sure Shannon, you're not somoene who'd become emotionally dependant on anyone but yourself.
It's alright to express yourself with others.
There's a time and a place for everything.

i'm not emontionally dependant on people at all. it's not that. i just know it is stupid to get close to people, they'll either die or fuck ya over eventually

i know that there is a limited amount of time that we have with people. sometimes i just would rather cut the ties myself then have them cut without expectation.

i hate loosing people

sean as anti drug as i am, i've been thinking about that

Goat · #11 (**permalink**) Feb 02, 04

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sean as anti drug as i am, i've been thinking about that

if you head down that road expect a punch in the face. :punch
can't believe i'm saying this but, drugs aren't the answer.

cinist · #12 (**permalink**) Feb 02, 04

damn i didnt want to get assualted just happy

way to ruin a party max, you should work for dare

Goat · #13 (**permalink**) Feb 02, 04

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damn i didnt want to get assualted just happy

way to ruin a party max, you should work for dare

^that's hittin below the belt, woman. you know what i meant.
havn't read my sig eh?

so a peanut is walking through the park and he gets a-salted!

yuk yuk, aw shuks, there sure is good soma funny jokes in the these parts, gosh darnit.

cinist · #14 (**permalink**) Feb 02, 04

nah homie fuck drugs, i think ima work for dare myself

SEAN! · #15 (**permalink**) Feb 03, 04

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Originally posted by Goat
you forgot the random sexual encounters with anything involving a wet hole.

of course and then after that i cut myself

self mutilation is the best cure for depression

Goat · #16 (**permalink**) Feb 03, 04

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Originally posted by SEAN!

of course and then after that i cut myself

self mutilation is the best cure for depression

took off my left nut once doing that.
special note to everyone: THEY ONLY GROW BACK ONCE!!!!

i learned that the hard way. :soak:

PLUR MAN!!! PLUR!!!!

cinist · #17 (**permalink**) Feb 04, 04

i wish i was asleep, im bored