love too much?

[Lady Dame]

my emotions and feelings are so much stronger than his and it leads my heart to distruction as i seem to unwantingly sufficate him.
complaints and time alone leave my heart strenuated.
the pain, the let downs...deceiving myself.
to push aside my heart to bring his closer.
is this a true love...
or
*dis-honestly*
i find the hollow phone calls, the plans i say i have while i sit and do nothing, trying to occupy the time that i crave to spend with him....
is it obsession? or is it dependancy....?
i look to the eyes of a hopeful love.
[tolerant]
it seems that my empathic state is leaving spaces in my mind...spaces that i put off to bring him closer.
i need to love him less for him to love me more....

the only pain is, the pain of not being able to be true.

*hurt*

[inkster]

this post is lame.

could you post something about wanting to fuck random guys again? that one was neat.

[bob]

yes this wasn't a thriller of a post ... but it's nice and sobby for all the lovesick kids out there...

Originally posted by revolvers_angel
i need to love him less for him to love me more....

i'm sure we've all related to that at one point in our lives. my advice is... love him as much as your heart wants you to. but if things turn sour, don't turn your back on your heart because it made a bad decision...you'll only ruin it for the next person to come along and try to sweep you off your feet.

always have hope... your heart may lead you to strange places, but believe me... it knows its way.

Originally posted by inkster
this post is lame.

could you post something about wanting to fuck random guys again? that one was neat.

lol dammit i missed that one...