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May 02, 04
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i am extremely confused - i am upset, i am very sad, i am extremely angry and dissapointed. i feel cheated, i feel a loss that has happened yet. i feel intense pain, i feel like kickin someone in the teeth. but i am also experiencing so much happiness on other parts, i feel successful, i have joy, i have happiness. but i feel selfish for enjoying these peices\parts of my life right now because of everything else. i feel loved, i feel charished, and i dont feel alone. but i just dont know. thats the worst part, i just dont know.
oi. 
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May 02, 04
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hey it's life. everyone else in the world is experiencing the same thing as you to varying degrees at this very same moment as well; myself included. some aspects of my life are good, some are bad, but seen together in the big picture brings a smile to my face, and if it ever doesn't i change things in my life until it does once again. that's all you can do, cuz you can never really know...
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May 02, 04
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Become a robot.
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May 03, 04
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May 03, 04
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^i totally agree with what your saying and usually i can do this. and i feel that maybe within time i will be able to look at the situation differently, but right now i cant. and i am usually very controlling over my emotions, but recently i havent been.
maybe its just time?
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May 03, 04
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yeah time always helps, it like everything else is always changing.
maybe your problem is you are too controlling of your emotions? it's a problem i have... you losing control of your emotions for the time being may just be your sub-conscious striving for balance. and balance is the key to progression in everything. time heals all wounds. good luck ;)
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May 04, 04
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theres not much anyone can do in a situation like that except cope.
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May 14, 04
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rather then making a new thread...
i made a mistake of wanting to know information, of finding it out, of learning about processes that i shouldnt know about. maybe it will help me cope in the future, but im wondering now if i was just meant to not know. i am the type of person that needs answers, im a problem solver. i hate when no one can give you a direct answer. i hate how each day seems so fast right now. i hate thinking about next year. hate is a very strong word, but its real right now. i hate next year. ever just wanted to press pause? at this moment so much is right, so much is making me happy, yes there is a dark cloud hovering in the back, but right now i have a sunny bright yellow umbrella to protect me. now i feel i know too much, to much to even begin to cope. prevention could have happened, and it didnt. i want to make the people who thought "not to worry" to feel this right now. i have the support of so many, but i have to support myself, its becoming more and more apparent that through this, i will be the most important person in making myself happy. anyways, ever wanted to be zack morris and just be able to say time out, and sit and look at what you have right now?
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