what the fuck? i like someone???

[Sammy Skillz]

what the fuck is going on?

i actually have a crush on someone.

me.
sammy.

I have a crush on someone?

it's weird. and i don't think i like it.

i know i always joke around with people about everyone being hot and stuff. but i just joke around n shit. i'm all talk. but that's not the case with this guy. he's like...amazing. and it freaks me out.

he's so talented and has an amazing personality. he says things that make me feel so good about myself and stuff. he is a little older (31) but i'm not really attracted to people my age anyways. i just don't know what his deal is...i know he likes pussy but i don't know if he swings both ways. some of the things he says to me makes me think he does.

i'm just scared that he might consider me just a goofy little kid who happens to be his friend. he has this big pack of girls that follow him around and pretend to be his best friends and stuff...they're little groupies. i hope he doesn't think i'm like that. who knows.

i don't even really know if i like him or if i just really really admire him. he's physically not my type at all but his personality makes him so crazy attractive.

i'm scared. does this mean i actually have a heart after all?

-s.

[bob]

it's almost summer, and love is in the air.
GO FOR IT SAMMY!
if it doesn't work out, well you'll come out twice as heartless as you were before! that'd be HOT.

[Iokua]

Emotions are the root of all evil.

[Courtney]

sammy this is so exciting for you! tell me everything!!

[middle mike]

but is the juice worth the squeeeze

[Goat]

Hit it up.
People who can make you feel like that are few and far between.
You've always had a heart, you can't create without a heart.
Best of luck.

[robyn]

Originally Posted by Sammy Skillz

i'm scared. does this mean i actually have a heart after all?

-s.

First yop, now a heart? This is not the sammy I fell in love with.

[Sammy Skillz]

i know!!!!

i'm disapointing MYSELF.

-s.

[~god~]

ask your friend to ask him out for you.
*giggles*

[Akeel]

hit dat ish up sammy!

[hardstylin]

hang out with some of his groupy bitches and casually bring him up and work in the does he play for both teams question.

[ppcock]

ask him to hold your records.

[Sammy Skillz]

turns out he's straight.

but that's really alright. I still think he's an amazing guy.

it doesn't change much really...at least i know he doesn't say the things he says to me for "alterior motives" or anything. and besides, in the long run that gives me more peice of mind.

-s.

[Spenk_66]

you've got an awesome perspective on all this shyt man, it's crazy.

[messejesse]

~~writes down in mental rolladex *flipflipflipflip*

I too get caught between crushes and friends~ n its even better when its just a friend anyways cuz those ppl last in ur life longer....as oppose to the rest that just disappear..............or ppl in herpes communites who sleep behind eachother's back

[Sammy Skillz]

hahaha

no doubt.

the way i see it, its not like i've lost something from the outcome of the situation. I think in a lot of ways, like you mentioned, this was the best outcome possible.

-s.

[Dead Mike]

well done, sir. u are very strong emotionally...i commend u for your level headedness on this whole deal.

[Euro Dollar]

Originally Posted by Dead Mike

well done, sir. u are very strong emotionally...i commend u for your level headedness on this whole deal.

i disagree with you for the sake of disagreeing