i am a bitch.

[x0x_manda_x0x]

yes we all knew this. but seriously i am.
I treat my best friend like shit.
I am just realizing this.
I am realizing this because they dont want anything to do with me.
Last night I was drunk and Yelled at them.
then i thought about it and was like ew why am i being like this.
then appologized.
well i guess that was the wrong move because now they dont even want to talk to me?
I often do things b4 i think. and this was one of them. AND I WAS DRUNK!
in situations that excuse doesnt work. but in this one it does.
drunk=no brain.
Now i sit here feeling like SUCH an asshole. argh.
I AM SORRY i really am. I just sometimes dont know how to express the way i am feeling so i get mad.
:(
i need to stop. and think...... :(

[bungoshlung]

imo, drunk is a stupid excuse for anything


at least you realized you did wrong, and hopefully your friends will see that

[SteveO13]

Awww Nunda being ur friend for like 12 years I have realized so much bout u and that what u r sayin up there is true so hopefully whoever u said this to can realize it aswell. Call me if ya need

[jim]

maybe you shouldn't drink.

[krisamata]

ya i agree..being drunk is never ever an excuse.


just go and make new friends.

[{dC!}]

EW I fucking love you amanda ... you can treat me like shit when your drunk & id just want to fuck you even more. hahaA :D

[miss.myra]

don't take this the wrong way, because I barely know you..but I see you've got a tendancy to be loud (yell sometimes) and say some outlandish (random somtimes) things

I'm sure if anyone was truly your best friend, then they'd know who you were very well, and they'd understand that although it was harsh, it's just part of who you are, and they'd probably have to accept that. You're right in admitting you done fucked up good and apologizing, but really if they know you and love you for who you are, then it should breeze over. People will get mad, and it's probably their right to, but again, it's part of who you are, and unless you killed their dog or something horrendus, it's likely to be pretty minor in the big picture of things. If they never talk to you again, then obviously they don't know/understand/love you for who you are, and are truly not a friend.

[mugsy]

i once drank a bottle of crown and apparently said\did some tremendously bad stuff to one of my closest girlfriends. the next day she came over, i was puking, she yelled alot, i couldnt move, and i didnt see her for a long time. i missed her like mad, and apologized for my actions, and slowly we patched things up.
but never did i use " i was drunk" as an excuse, because it isnt one.
ifyou treated them like crap, why should they treat you any better?

[stringbeans]

lay off the jib

[Euro Dollar]

Originally Posted by x0x_manda_x0x

i need to stop. and think...... :(

yes you do

[Jingles]

no matter how drunk you were, she's your friend, and it really hurts to be yelled at by your friend

So a 'sorry' might not heal things right away. And i think maybe Jim is right about not drinking - You have a lot of stuff going on in your life right now, a lot of really BIG stuff and often when you drink with thaton the mind, it brings out the anger rather then the giggles

while you work your way through family and ex issues, maybe keeping sober might help to keep you sane ...i know that sounds funny
but it might help you to avoid future situations like this

and maybe take a moment and write your friend a note, reminding her how much your friendship and her companionship means to you..you showed her your harsh side, maybe show her the snuggley one too :)

[MrDFrost]

Letters and notes, always make for good karma, and pleasant experiences....dont do it over email though....write it out....because it means allot more.

[cinist]

your friends will forget it if they are friends.

you are a good girl amanda.

[Pussy_Kat]

munda
i love u and i wanted to see u so much this weekend
but lost my cell
and stuff went bad
and call me please!

[DJMaciek]

I do agree that your a bitch though...
I wonder, are you a bitch cause your upset at life, or what??? i sometimes wonder why people act like this, do they not realize you only live once?
Or where you raized this way? will you change?

[Carrie]

I hate the 'i was drunk' excuse

what you say when your drunk is in your mind before the alcohol get there!
the alcohol just lets it come out easier

[Carrie]

thats why i never drink when i'm angry!

[Sue Bitch]

i still love you
but that could be because i never really hang out with you
what are you doin tonight?????

[PwInCeSs]

ahhh
amanda amanda amanda
your statement is sumwhat true
but known you and all
i also kno that its your personality and how you are
and i kno how you get when your drunk
but you kno what
you are a good person
just sumtimes you dunt show that rite away when drinking
trust me
it will all work out for the best!

[fadedsignal]

Originally Posted by x0x_manda_x0x

yes we all knew this. but seriously i am.
I treat my best friend like shit.
I am just realizing this.
I am realizing this because they dont want anything to do with me.
Last night I was drunk and Yelled at them.
then i thought about it and was like ew why am i being like this.
then appologized.
well i guess that was the wrong move because now they dont even want to talk to me?
I often do things b4 i think. and this was one of them. AND I WAS DRUNK!
in situations that excuse doesnt work. but in this one it does.
drunk=no brain.
Now i sit here feeling like SUCH an asshole. argh.
I AM SORRY i really am. I just sometimes dont know how to express the way i am feeling so i get mad.
:(
i need to stop. and think...... :(

I also yell and get mad :040:
Maybe, instead of yelling and getting mad, you could learn another way of expressing your feelings?

[x0x_manda_x0x]

Originally Posted by tiger2099

I do agree that your a bitch though...
I wonder, are you a bitch cause your upset at life, or what??? i sometimes wonder why people act like this, do they not realize you only live once?
Or where you raized this way? will you change?

first off. FUCK YOU!? i aint upset at life. the reason i m a bitch is because i have had to deal with little fuckers like u.I wouldnt be saying this shit to u if u stayed on topic. but buddy. shut the fuck up.



as for this thread. it was a waste of time 2 write. i wrote it while i was still drunk and it had happened a couple hours b4. and things always seem worse when im drunk...things get bad when i drink lol.
maybe i shouldnt drink...hahah.
as for everyone who wrote something...thanx :) much appreciated. :)
<3
good karma 4 u alllll! :) and im again not talking about fnk karma. :)

[craz_e_blossom]

Originally Posted by tiger2099

I do agree that your a bitch though...
I wonder, are you a bitch cause your upset at life, or what??? i sometimes wonder why people act like this, do they not realize you only live once?
Or where you raized this way? will you change?

Get to know the real Amanda before you go judging her...I personally love Nunda...Yes sure she can go off and be a bitch but you know half the time she doesn't mean to and it was just an instinct...I have learnt how to understand her and where she is comming from...She really is a great person:)

[PwInCeSs]

awwe im glad everything isnt as bad as you thought amanda!

[x0x_manda_x0x]

paige i think we should get married.
sam i love you.
<3

[PwInCeSs]

<3<3<3<3<3<3