a what'coulda'been sort of moment, past.

[Goat]

When i was in school there was this chick, man, could she sing. Not only that but she was honest, good shit. We hit it off, spent a lot of time together. It never went intimate, not in a sexual way, but mentally we were two peas in a pod.
then the year ended, she graduated and moved into the city to pursue her vocal career (she's putting out a cd, i believe, and managing someone).
we drifted apart, it happened so fast.
then, family stuff/drugs/homeless/that'stuff' got in the way. Didn't see or here from her again. I heard she moved back from the city, but hadn't seen her around town. She's been on my mind every now since then, she was a friend, and a little more.
Until Canada day, walking up by the airport with geof. She was with her boyfriend, they were in a car goin the opposite way were were, only got about 30 seconds to talk, but man, did that surface so many memories. I didn't quite realize how much i miss her, the times we had, and the feelings within she could inspire.
And today in the car goin on the highway, i saw her again comin off the highway. Twice in 2 weeks after not seeing her for nearly a year and a half, what are the odds?

It's not the end of the world or any of that 'woe as me' self pity crap, but it really makes me appreciate what we had. God, do those lips remind me of velvet, that smile...
Too much times gone by, she's gone to bigger and better things, i hope she reaches nothing shorter than the stars.

An ache; bittersweet, i'll always remember.

[M!SKA]

:)

Something strangely similar happened to me a few weeks back. But it was a guy that I had worked with years ago that I grew really close to. Then he quit and we lost touch. But I saw him on the skytrain just a while ago, and continued to see him for the next few days, except we were always on different cars.
At least you got to talk to her, I just got the tease of waving!

[Scarface]

The first person I met when i went to highschool was a girl named Jen that i had a huge crush on. We hit it off and ended up going to her staff party together. Nothing ever really came of it. I was a raver , she was a straight A , straight laced type. A year after highschool i was working the graveyard shift at a staples copy center , and one day i was reading resumes......One of the resumes was hers, and she was eventually hired. We hit it off again, and things seemed like they could get alot more serious if i persued them.......but i was a fuckhead raver , and my priorities were way out of wack. Needless to say , i quit the job and stopped answering her calls for some reason. If our paths cross again , i definitely won't make the same mistake.

[krisamata]

max, your one of the most beautiful writers

i hope one day you two can reconnect

[BenGiovanni]

Originally Posted by Goat

When i was in school there was this chick, man, could she sing. Not only that but she was honest, good shit. We hit it off, spent a lot of time together. It never went intimate, not in a sexual way, but mentally we were two peas in a pod.
then the year ended, she graduated and moved into the city to pursue her vocal career (she's putting out a cd, i believe, and managing someone).
we drifted apart, it happened so fast.
then, family stuff/drugs/homeless/that'stuff' got in the way. Didn't see or here from her again. I heard she moved back from the city, but hadn't seen her around town. She's been on my mind every now since then, she was a friend, and a little more.
Until Canada day, walking up by the airport with geof. She was with her boyfriend, they were in a car goin the opposite way were were, only got about 30 seconds to talk, but man, did that surface so many memories. I didn't quite realize how much i miss her, the times we had, and the feelings within she could inspire.
And today in the car goin on the highway, i saw her again comin off the highway. Twice in 2 weeks after not seeing her for nearly a year and a half, what are the odds?

It's not the end of the world or any of that 'woe as me' self pity crap, but it really makes me appreciate what we had. God, do those lips remind me of velvet, that smile...
Too much times gone by, she's gone to bigger and better things, i hope she reaches nothing shorter than the stars.

An ache; bittersweet, i'll always remember.

a sensitive side to goat :o

yeh man i know what you mean, mycase, i met this chick in europe....most amazing times...and boom im gone, maybe forever from her life :(
i feel the pain bro...