whats up with this?
this terrible empty feeling. not even painting filled it today. i cleaned my room a little, and anyone that knows me knows thats odd.
i made a cup of licorice tea and felt warmer, but still empty.
maybe i should blame pms? but i dont think i'll jump to that conclusion too quickly, due to everyday matters within my life at the moment.
it seems like every tiny thing hurts, and that sucks, because they really dont. and i can tell this inside my head somewhere, its saying "dude buck up, this is shit you should\can handle"
maybe its the routine of what is going on that i need to break. maybe im in a rut?
woe is me.
Last edited by mugsy; Jul 08, 04 at 11:33 AM.
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