helplessness

[mugsy]

i've always been the kind of person who wants to help anyone in need of help in any way. lately though, i am in a situation where i am completely helpless. nothing i say or do changes or makes it better. and along with all the surface and outside things, i'm having this internal battle of realizing that i cant do anything, that im stuck just living each moment out of this situation and theres nothing i can do to make it better.

this being said, i all of a sudden have become bitter in many aspects i never was bitter with before. dont get me wrong, im just as bitter in every day as the next girl, but now it seems i cant handle listening to some peoples problems, mostly this girl i work with. i feel like shaking her into realization of what she has, but i cant. all i can do is smile through my bitterness. maybe im going through a personality change, maybe this is a big threshhold im slowly crossing. i still have complete compassion and care for those i love and adore, but for others.... nothing.

sometimes life just keeps dishing the gross stuff. but i do have two arms, two legs, food in my belly, a pretty reflection and love and respect. really what do i have to complain about?

[wigglesworth]

i saw kill her. ill be your alibi.

[mugsy]

i could push her into the pool and hold her under the water......

[Jingles]

don't just smile through the biterness, give her a shrug and say ' i hear what you are saying, but have you ever thought about how much good you have in your life too?'
Sometiems you gotta be up front, tact is good, but don't let them ramble about their non-problems all the time, it' s too much !