i have no idea. im kind of removed from my body, it's more a meat robot that carries around my brain. i feel neither great nor bad about my various limbs, skin, hair and guts. no matter what i still wear a medium shirt and 32 pants, be me hideous or a golden god.
anything that stands out about me kind of makes me cringe, but at the same time i know it makes me unique. i know im not ugly and really, that's what i can live with, because anything else is just chasing an unattainable rainbow of media perfection.
hanging with hot people that have nothing to say is just a waste of time anyways.
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