a perfectly wonderful evening

[mugsy]

should have gone straight to bed when i got home. but no.

these little things, that could be big, i have so many questions that i am too afraid to ask.

its time to put a blindfold on and just trust in tomorow.

[krisamata]

Originally Posted by mugsy

its time to put a blindfold on and just trust in tomorow.

thats so how i've been feeling lately.

[skittles_0307]

Originally Posted by krisamata

thats so how i've been feeling lately.

wow isn't it strange. ist like, you know how you feel, yet everything is sooo undecided.

Sometimes, or a lot of the time i wish i could just say how i want things to be, and they would be that way.

[krisamata]

Originally Posted by skittles_0307

wow isn't it strange. ist like, you know how you feel, yet everything is sooo undecided.

Sometimes, or a lot of the time i wish i could just say how i want things to be, and they would be that way.

its exciting, scary and annoying all at once

[skittles_0307]

Originally Posted by krisamata

its exciting, scary and annoying all at once

TOOOTALLY, but its like i know wat i want, i just don't want the "GETTING THERE" part.. lol
i know thats wat makes it all fun, but sometimes i think wat i want, isn't wanted by the other party you know?

[krisamata]

Originally Posted by skittles_0307

TOOOTALLY, but its like i know wat i want, i just don't want the "GETTING THERE" part.. lol
i know thats wat makes it all fun, but sometimes i think wat i want, isn't wanted by the other party you know?

omg first off...wat is spelled wHat...there's an H in there


the other party? the other party doesnt always have to want what you want.

do things for yourself

[skittles_0307]

Originally Posted by krisamata

omg first off...wat is spelled wHat...there's an H in there


the other party? the other party doesnt always have to want what you want.

do things for yourself

no no you've got it all wrong. I know wHat I want futuristicaly, but right now thats not exactly possible NOW IS IT :P

[Silverwinged]

Originally Posted by mugsy

its time to put a blindfold on and just trust in tomorow.

The story of my life.

Except I don't ask questions, I let my mind jump from one conclusion to the next and end up upset.

Trust in tomorrow, not in who.

[mugsy]

most of my questions there are no answers, or i already have the answer but im too afraid to look it in the eye...
its why im afraid of them. they linger, but i know i have to personally answer them, no one else really truely can.

its hard sometimes to look forward to tomorow, when tomorows future holds a big handfull of sadness. thats why i want to do it with a blindfold.
sometimes i am able to see tomorow as what it is, another chance to live another day with the people i love, doing what i love. other days i see it as being closer to an event i cant even imagine but know is coming.
and no, this isnt a boyfriend\girlfriend thing. for me, nothing could be more wonderful or amazing in that aspect at this point.
i just wish that i could wake up from all the sadness and see it was a dream, but have all the happiness be real.... but the bad stuff, i am slowly beginning to actually see and understand, make the good stuff, like truely make it.