I've been in the same boat too.
After talking things out with the people that really matter to me, I've come to the realization that I don't need these things in my life. More importantly I don't deserve these sort of things in my life. Basically today was the first day in a long time that the only person that mattered to me and would be there for me is me. And you know what, I haven't felt better in these last eight months than I do right now. I honestly don't give a fuck about anyone that doesn't put the same effort into my well being as I do to theirs, and it feels fucking great.
Today is day one, and I haven't been happier in the longest time.
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