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who else is having a bad day
hey everyone, i'm not having the best of days so i'm skipping class so i can take a break "and break me of a piece of that Kit-Kat bar!" ..... sorry bout that. i'm sorta new-ish here and i thought i'd let you know what i'm all about so last summer i wrote a poem about all me and my bad days
sorry about how it is set up, i'm not all that great with computers The light above Casts a shadow over my eyes To hide the tears From my inside My heart has ran away My soul deserted me What is there left for me? But an empty room Just like the last The same reason The same feeling I care, do you? You are there for me You are the single one You care I’d die to be with you The wait is torture The message is murder Within this body is vacant Why do I go on? Two for time Zero for me The odds are never in favour What should I do? I’m opening up To burn you out of me Heal it with salt Leaving a scar that reminds me of you Like thorns on a rose I’m just another Too add to your list Of broken hearts Burn all my clothes Cause they reek of you Tear off my lips Cause they taste of you Shed a few tears Wasted The memory of you Forgotten Another one over To go with my few In time I’ll forget With only music to remind My time is almost up My number is coming soon Only a few more ahead of me Before I go In the darkness I hide I see nothing I remember nothing How I want to live Covered in layers Cold to the touch Absorbing the silence Following the sorrow With every breath I hurt inside With every bite it tries to fill The hollowness Sick of “love” Bring on the pain Bring on that cold hard steel Pierce me where it aches Give me more! Drowning in blood Breathing the drugs Only one way to hush the pain What could one more do? Push away all that gets close It only has one goal To break your spirit And make you another statistic One after the other comes And I get suckered in Then I hide away And loose them I’m a candle The wax is gone All that’s left is The ash of the string He’s loving this The whole power over me It’s all an illusion that I control And I will be leaving soon, very soon Start over Start fresh Start clean Wouldn’t that be nice Here I sit My link to everything else And I keep my decaying self That nobody will truly know You’re getting suckered in again Don’t do it You know what will happen If you try again Shrooms, Acid, Dope The whole package Inject me with it all Fill me up Life or death Full or empty Strong or weak You or me I just want to quit Forget the consequences Just let me drown No life preserver I don’t want to die that way I want to die my way The way I choose And sooner than you think get her off your mind out of your dreams block her from your vision maybe then peace will follow Is it time to loosen my grip? Do I cut the rope that binds me? Will you hold me one more time? Didn’t think so …. Good night |
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today
I have noticed actually that im having a extreamly bad day. I myself should be having a fine day Nothing bad is happening im just SO angry! and i dont know why. I get angry like three times a year and when i get angry it scares me because im just SOOO pissed off.... *takes a deep breath* my friend trevor was trying to calm me down and he thought it was really funny how Everything was pissing me off.
I hope your day Is better :D im going to go home and not allow myself to see anyone... not even my mom. I dont want to snap. |
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yup..i fucked everything up today..from one exam to the next..to losing my freakin keys and being late..to losing a jacket..forgetting my lyrics when i KNOW them but in the end..i pulled through...and if i hadn't pulled through..i'd be in a puddle of tears right now..
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your day (and ur life for that matter) is what u make of it... if you sit there all agro.. then your gonna have a shitty day... try and get over it and move on... look foward to all the good things that u could be doing...
allthough sometimes its almost nice in a way just to be argo... being happy all the time is kinda draining.... wow... we just cant have it all eh... |