knowing you have to quit something you love

[mugsy]

i finally can not handle being treated like shit anymore by my employers. but i love working with the kids so much, and i hate to leave them knowing that they are not going to receive the same style of coaching or rewards or fun or anything as i gave them. change is inevitable, and other people out there can give just as much if not more then me, but fuck i jsut feel bad.

i loved my job, i feel like i just got dumped. they decided to hire someone else for my position without informing me when i could have taken it, thinking they had my best intrests in mind. i can not put up with that shit anymore. i need to be informed when stuff like that happens. especailly when it was origionally mine 3 weeks ago. telling me i have the position next year no questions asked is a fucking slap in the face.

thye say "communication was fuzzy" then fucking contact me, communicate with me, and we can "de-fuzzify" that shit.

fuck this hurts. i want to be a coach this summer badly. i am a coach. its a part of me. but i can not and will not put up with being treated like im nothing\unskilled\inhuman\unimportant. this was going to be my last season, and i was prepared for that, not this.

i refused to sign a contract for this season, and wont. i've never cried over something like this before. they fucking broke my heart and took away my kids.

[riddla]

my motto on life in general is that the right decisions are always the most difficult ones to make...

whats that saying? the blade has two sides?

im sure leaving what you obviously care deeply about was a very difficult decision to make, but a hard one no doubt...

then again, staying and putting up with all the crap that your employers are apparently putting you thru would have been equaly as hard of a decision to make...

u sound like a good person and im a firm believer in karma, im sure everything will work out in the end....... it always does

[mojo]

shitty deal

i dont coach but i can understand the attachment to the little monkeys.

you work at the pool anyways though don't you? you won't have to completly stop seeing them if that is the case.

dont sell yourself short ever though. you deserve more then that.

[mugsy]

^ different pools. i gaurd and teach at a private pool in a townhouse co-op in port moody. to top it off, theres no lessons in the summer! right now im doing all pre-school classes and they are so freakin cute and amazing.

yeah i cant sell myself short, but i feel terrible. i've been crying over it, and i came close to throwing all the things i had put together for this season out, but realized that i can pass them on to my old co-coach. but she may be quitting due to what they have done to me.

my dad sent them an email about how run-down the club has become.

i just gotta live and learn, and if i've learned anything its to not be pushed around ever, because people will continue to take more and more advantage of you. and secondly, i love kids, so getting my ece will be the right choice for me.

[mojo]

Originally Posted by mugsy

and if i've learned anything its to not be pushed around ever, because people will continue to take more and more advantage of you. and secondly, i love kids, so getting my ece will be the right choice for me.

thats the importantthing. otherwise you'll become a floormat.

ece?

[mugsy]

Originally Posted by mojo

thats the importantthing. otherwise you'll become a floormat.

ece?

early childhood education so i can teach pre-school or run a daycare.

[mojo]

there is a lady who comes to my pool with about 7 preschoolers. thats all she has, and takes them for school hours mon-fri.

that looks like fun. right now at least.

good luck w/ ur daycare or whatnot.