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My first ever Blog
i posted this up on another website... thought it would fit in nicely here.
its called : Hurting
You meet someone, you get involved with them. spend a couple good years together and all of a sudden they want to rip your heart out and blame you for it in the end. i dont know much about these "blog" things, but from what i know it is used to express how you are feeling. well right about now i feel like a chump for trusting someone. giving them chance after chance after chance to start over, and still, the same shit happens. so thats how i feel.... like a sack of shit. thanks a lot to the guy(s) for pushing so hard to get the attention of a girl who is taken, and totally fuck up their relationship to get 20 minutes of satisfaction out of it. thanks a lot... your real men, i can tell by your photos that you really are "da shit". and thanks to a girl who allows herself to be taken in by this bullshit and who ends up making the ultimate mistake, in the relationship world, not once, not twice, maybe even 4 or 5 and perhaps even more times. how will i ever know for sure? i do know that the best thing to do is leave it all behind. fuck the chances, you've had more than enough... forget about the good times, obviously some other people were more capable of providing you with a better time than i ever did. so good bye, have fun being all cool with the PROMOTERS... they will just toss you aside like yestedays trash when they are done with you. and in the end you will be left with nothing, no one, and just an empty feeling and perhaps if you really do have feelings like a normal human being, you might feel some remourse for what you have done. you might actually own up to it, and admit that it isn't someone else's fault, just yours. only then does the real lesson begin, and the decision to shape up or fumble... is in your hands.
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Mar 13, 06
