friends.....

[gratia]

.....you thought were good ones being jerks! :(
i hate when people just act like jerks for no reason. is it jealousy? hatred? revenge? or just plain meaness?
and what the hell do you do when people in your life you really care about and who you thought really cared about you suddenly start treating you like shit.
maybe it's just me. maybe i am just making it all up in my head. but lately it seems like things have changed....for the worst.....and i don't like it.



time for a heart to heart?!?!?!?!?!?!

[mapleleaf4ever]

*huuuuuuuuugs*

[gratia]

:)
thnx erik....you're wonderful

[baby-phat]

Oh Mandy my darling dear. <3
I'm always here for you any time you need to talk. I'll help cheer you up any way that I can!!

[nabs]

sort of the way i feel. my friends totally abandoned me recently, and it feels like crap. if youre a real friend to someone then you should stay with me whatever im going through, and not leave me because you dont agree with something i am doing. it really sucks and makes me feel like im not doing my best, and what im doing is wrong. people change, and you cant keep up with everyone all the time. i was really suprised when my friends told me thy wont come to my shows to support me, i was heartbroken. but what i learned is that you have to move on. things dont change for the worst, they just CHANGE. and theres nothing we can do about it.

i know people are jealous of me, and if you dont like me, just stay away. youre not my friend if you want what is mine, if you are my friend you can share my glory, or whatever. A true friend is someone that stays with you, through changes and struggles, and unfortunately, i havent found one yet.

i have no idea if that all makes sense. but just needed to get it out.


<3 <3 <3

[gratia]

^^^ you said it exactly

[LeeBrat]

^^aww hun....if you ever need to talk, just give me a call...if im not at work ill gladly come out to abbey if you need me too!

[project.one]

Aww Manda!
Sucks ass I know
We will hang out! We can spin at my new place :D

[LiveOnJim]

Yeah it does suck when you dont have somebody other than a family member for you to lean back on, people are fucked now adays they use you sometimes for the advantages that you have, then when there done with them there done with you. Just dont let it bug you , you should be happy that you know the true side of these people,they obvioulsy werent meant to have you as a friend anyways if there willing to treat you like shit. Just be happy and enjoy your life no matter how old you are you'll be conflicted with these people just dont let them slow you down, your the one in control of your mind and being. Just learn when it happens once just know that people are more than likely to stab you again twice.

[mojo]

people always have a reason, but its not always you. talk to them.

[justShell]

^
yeah. talk to them. especially if its me.. is it me:( am i being a jerk?? a cunt?? a bitch?? a whore??? tell meeeee if i am.