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May 22, 01
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haha amanda..you and your kronic. it solves everything...
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May 22, 01
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yeah man! coffee? obviously! (we'll see about coffee being on you though...we should just steal aysha's wallet)
hahahaha Aki, one word: Monkee!!!!
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May 22, 01
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Its noones fault
Oh gosh .. i didnt know it was going to turn like this...=O*( Erica nonono dont do that to yourself.. we all love you silly =O )
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May 22, 01
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When I wrote about giving me the blame, it was cuz I wanted everyone to shut the hell up about which forum what was supposed to be in. If the suicide posts are posted in the life forum, and aren't supposed to be there, the moderators...MOVE THEM! Don't make a big flying deal out of it, cuz that's your job. I wrote that post to simply apologize for not paying attention to what posts were eligable for the life section and for posting the wrong post in there. Either way, I told people to blame me, because as I said, I don't give a shit. So please put the blame all on me, even if it has nothing to do with me. And stop all this stupid ranting about NOTHING. I feel that my post had my opinions in them, and wasn't just some random i LuV pLuR post. I often include personally experiences like Sammy, not for sympathy or attention, but for the purpose of maybe reaching out to others in relating to them (or something like that).
And it is totally hypocritical of you to post about "online fakers" if you have done it before. Don't bitch about someone if you've done the exact same thing that you are bitching about in the first place, and don't bitch about someone if you don't know the first thing about the person themself. Your insecurities obviously shine through in your bashing of other people, when you don't even know them personally. I agree...a lot of people put on a complete facade when they're online. But you can't label people that you don't even know as this type. Don't judge others, especially if you don't know them, and if the thing you are criticising them for are things that you have done yourself in the past. Stupid net shit. *bashes computer* *today is my Agro day* Erica Last edited by Erica; May 22, 01 at 11:29 PM.
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May 23, 01
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public service announcement.
leave it alone. my original intent of this thread was not to point fingers. it had nothing to do with the fact that even i myself am guilty of something that i find horridly annoying.
this is about the fact that the "life" section, is still the "life" section. when i first posted this thread, Azn_Sweet_E & Twig-E were the first people to come to me to straighten things out. i knew this thread was going sour rite off the bat, they took it to a personal level, which was not my intent. they thought i was ONLY aiming at them (feeling guilty perhaps, i dunno)... then the whole "hypocrite" argument arose... which i'm finding truthfully irrelevant to this whole thread. the fact that i stated that even i sometimes say things fake to grab attention or whatnot is only greater proof of such. i may be a hypocrite in real life, but the fact of the matter is, and my whole purpose for posting this rant on FORM-KAOS.COM is because i'm sick of reading all this shit HERE. it had nothing to do with what i may have done a couple years ago, or the fact that i ironically posted in this thread about "years of drugs and a bad childhood". when i mentioned in the opening of this thread, about me and how i used to be "fake" i was hoping people would understand that i was well aware of the fact that u mite see me as a hypocrite. i really don't see any reason why this thread carried through 3 pages of everyone bashing the fact that i'm a hypocrite... honestly, what i wanted to accomplish with this thread, was maybe have a few ppl realize that i see thru them (not necessarily Azn_Sweet_E & Twig-E), because i was them. does that make me a hypocrite? or someone who can at least accept the fact that they were/are still fake. another thing i wanted to accomplish, after realizing one of the first things Aki said, was that people need to realize the description of the "life" section. seriously, ask Snyx if he will make u a new section that will cater to your problems. i'm sure he'd be willing to create it. i really hope you guys will understand what i'm trying to get at here. rather than simply ignore what i wrote, and flip out on me more, just cuz i'm me, and i've gotta be the bad guy.
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May 23, 01
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the glorious world wide web.
no one knows how one really feels when they are smashing in keys on the keyboard about their emotions... their feelings... because there is no tone. nothing differentiating from sarcasm, anger, or whatnot. so its hard to tell unless you make it clear if the posts were meant to be taken personal or whatnot....
i remember a while back i got viewed as the badguy and would put "not to be taken personally" on the posts... that sucks... to have to put something like that on my posts so others wouldnt get all weireded out... and its hard to tell what will offend others.. just a whole miscommunication, play on words and whatnot. i admit.. what i wrote was stupid and pointless.. but we all need fingers to point at when we are frustarted. it drives me nuts when i cant find a sorce for blame. i'd blame this damn eggo waffle if i was pissed off enough. "err.. damn you and your um. flakey golden roundness. you essential source of food for the devil thing you." we are all hypocrites.... we're all stupid. its foolish to think that we can escape that. we all end up in the same place. dead. (damn i love that.), its easy to point fingers at bob cuz he was the one that lashed out first so he automatically gets the word badguy inprinted on his forehead... if you knew him or saw the sides of him i saw.. you'll know he is a gentle lil penguin.... i think ppl are so quick to define others because some ppl only see one side of them... so its kinda a more bias thing.. i dunno.... fighting is stoopid. nothing ever gets solved, grudges are held. i guess i shouldn't of posted cuz it wasn't directed towards me (i dont think) so i shoulda kept outta it... but its too late for apologies now. who are we to control what another person thinks and says. we have no right toi judge others when we wont let others judge us... err... i am not makinc sense...
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May 23, 01
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Welllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll..... ..................................
all this bickering in the forum?? Ish all about tha PRUR yo. uh. b.t.w I forgot I was moderator of crack me up mofo. IM A GOD!!! you guys can post whatever you want. You even can write stuff about suicide in it. I....as a god will not do anything to modify it. Umm.... if synx demotes me.... then.. uh... *sniff* *sniff*??
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May 23, 01
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I originally approached you about this thread because I wanted to clear things up. NOT because I felt "guilty", because I don't have anything to feel guilty about. So what. I made a mistake in posting in the wrong section. Well la-dee-fucking-da. I think it's weak of you to STILL point fingers at me and Sammy, in assuming that we stood up for ourselves and defended ourselves because we felt guilty. I understand that the original intent of this thread was not to point fingers. But in the end, that's the way it turned out, because when you wrote it, you DID write it somewhat directed towards Sammy. You even admitted it yourself. If someone talks shit about me or one of my friends, I'm not going to sit there and take it, and I don't think you would either. That's why we approached you. And both of us did it privately with you on ICQ, so we could save all this forum bickering shit, but I guess that didn't work, because you weasled your way out of both our confrontations. We tried talking to you in a totally civilized manner, but all you could do is say that you were 'busy', or give total half assed answers.
Anyways, WHATEVER. :009:
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May 23, 01
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Erica...
the reason this thread got out of hand, had nothing to do with you or sammy... it was more to do with Aki, and Stabmyhead, who objected me, and got all agro about me being a hypocrite.
i didn't just say i was busy when we were talking on icq, i said "anyways, i'm kinda busy rite now, and i kinda got the feeling this is more of an argument than a discussion... sorry if ur pissed or anything..." i didn't wanna start any shit with you... and sammy approached me, and i was kinda bitter towards him, but like i said to him "it's nothing personal"...
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May 23, 01
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I feel like that was TOTALLY trying to weasle your way out, because the way I was talking to you, it was very obvious that it was a discussion...nothing even NEAR an arguement. I wasn't pissed until I started reading the shit here.
awfjfjdlkscnjaghaor3u4odnvdlanldfnlas Okay. Last post in this thread. Agro Erica is OUT
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May 23, 01
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quote: "please, take offense to it, that's the whole point. but i'd appreciate a response from someone who knows what i'm talking about... "
OK i'm responding! why do you keep contridicting yourself...what are you REALLY trying to say here???
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May 23, 01
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hmmm well since i did take offense to it and i did post there...obviously i'm going to say something...it does apply to me...but wait....
maybe i should stop cuz you know hardcore "bob" and his online experience knows best! Or not! :016: :016: :016: :016: :016: :016:
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May 23, 01
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hmmm...
*sigh*
this is so sad to see. here's my opinion, if you don't want it. dont read it. first of all AZN: you know what hon, if i had to post something about death or suicide, i would post it in the life section. because life to me IS death. or at least death is a part of life, and so it should be "allowed". Sometimes you see people like tryin ta sell stuff in the the lounge or wherever and it usually gets moved to classifieds because it didn't make sense to be where it was. I have read all of your posts in the life section, and i think they are all very fitting to that forum. second of all TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN: nobody has been appointed "POSTING POLICE" on this site. there are mods, to make sure that all the rules get followed and no personal attacks are made. NO PERSONAL ATTACKS ARE MADE. moderator status DOES NOT MEAN that if you do not like someones comments that you have the right to show disrespect like what i've seen in this thread. thirdly Mojojojo: good idea for allowing whatever in your forum. same goes for me. put whatever the hell you want in shout outz and common interests. maybe our common interest could be about life being shit. whatever. fourthly AND THIS IS JUST MY OPINION you should not make comments complaining about what others have done unless you are innocent of the same. hypocrites suck. i'm not calling ANYONE on this site a hypocrite or fake or anything else for that matter. i'm just saying that it doesn't make sense to be all bitching about something that you do yourself. the other thing that really upsets me is the respect factor here. calling people assholes and telliing them to fuck off is not exactly portaying a positive attitude on this site. how about we all grow up and look at an attitude change. maybe show some respect for the opinions and beliefs of others. if you can't do that, then keep your filthy mouths shut. jeez. shit like this makes me wanna puke
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May 23, 01
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i refer to the first lines of your initial post, bob...something along the lines of "please take this personally" or something? and then you you said something along the lines of "haha fuck you"
now perhaps you didn't intend to point fingers. perhaps you didn't mean to cause such an uproar..HOWEVER...i'm not the type to sit back and watch someone FALSLEY criticize my friends and I. Erica and I did approach you on icq. Why icq? cuz we both realized that confronting you on the whole issue at hand on a public forum would be immature and impractical. we didn't come to you because we felt "guilty" (but thanks for the laugh...i really needed it!) we came to you to set things straight and tell you how it is. And indirectly, you DID direct this thread to Aki because you clearly stated that you were tired of people talking about their friends who committed suicide. Aki managed to use a personal example in the "suicide" thread to enforce and enhance her opinion. So she has every right to speak her mind. As do you.
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May 23, 01
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wundergirl
just 1 thing i have to comment on, about the "posting police"... i could've deleted all of the suicide related posts in the life section, cuz i am a mod there... but i didn't, because even though i do have the power to do so, it mite not be in everyone elses best interest to have it removed...
i am simply SAYING that some shit that ppl do online, gets on my nerves... it's a simple fucking opinion. that's what this section is for... bitching... wundergirl, you are out of context. yes, i am a mod in the life section. NO this thread did not originally have anything to do with anyone's comments in that section. when i originally said that people were fake, using lines like "ohhh my friend just committed suicide, feel sorry for me, i'm under a lot of stress"... that had nothing to do with erica's thread. i didn't even read erica's thread until she came to me... it was simply an example of how SOME people use their own depression to grab the attention of others... THAT'S ALL... and once again, wundergirl. read the description for the life section. i understand that death is a part of everyone's EMOTIONAL LIVES, but if you READ THE DESCRIPTION for the life section, and put some thought into it, emotional distress isn't really covered in that description. if you would like it to be, talk to snyx, he can change the description, or perhaps even grant u a new DEATH section. aiYA.
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May 23, 01
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twig-e
sorry, i just read your thread after posting mine...
like i said in my post above, i hadn't read the "suicide" thread until after all this shit... and i barely skimmed thru it... but i can see how she assumed i was aiming this thread at her... i know you can't understand my sense of humor, the whole "please take this personally" quote, or "haha fuck you" isn't meant to be taken seriously... but even so, you guys took the wrong context personally... my thread wasn't about the "suicide" thread... i used the word suicide in my original post to this thread, and everyone jumped on it assuming that i was referring to that thread. this is just an immature misunderstanding, that got out of hand. next time i'll try to be a little more clear as to what i am referring to, when i say "online fakers..." i kinda described it in my post preceeding this one.
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May 23, 01
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I have a problem with your last post...actually several.
first off...it's your job as a moderator to moderate a forum...not censor or delete one. perhaps it is YOU who should do a little researching? don't act all high and mighty...don't take whatever little power you have and try to make yourself out to be god. it's pathetic. secondly: you didn't read the thread before erica confronted you. haha...i find that absolutely HILARIOUS. you wanna know why, bob?!! CUZ YOU DID READ IT! you're not a great liar are you? (i'm sorry...Agro Sammy wants to play...). Perhaps, next time you lie, you should cover your tracks? Let me explain how we ALL know you're lying to cover up: In your SECOND post in this vary thread, you responded to me and said something along the lines of "twig-e, i'm not suprised you were the first one to reply because the thread was kind of directed towards you" So explain this to me bob: if you hadn't read Erica's thread BEFORE hand...how would you have known to comment on my opinions, views, behaviour in the "suicide" thread. something doesn't fit. Don't lie to cover shit up, yo. Face the facts.
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May 23, 01
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bob.
yep you're a mod alright. Quote:
I AGREE WITH YOU. some shit that people do online is just a pissoff. and a waste of thread space - in my opinion. but you gots to be careful dude. heads are gonna start to roll when you bitch about things that you do yourself. you can't be putting other people down for expressing the same behavior you do...see my point? Quote:
maybe people wanna just get stuff off their chests. or maybe negativity is just their style (like it would appear to be yours) and besides all i'm trying to say is lay off the personal attacks on me and whoever. and who the hell are you to judge? thats all
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May 23, 01
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this is what i say if your pissed go ahead punch a wall it doesnt hurt ...that much :016:
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May 23, 01
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here is where i think the mix up began... in my original post, i wrote:
the suicide threads, i'd love to bash the fuck out of... anyone else notice that almost every thread in the "life" section has something to do with suicide in it? or someone leaves a reply about "their friend" attempting or actually commiting suicide... it's simply an observation. is it directly aimed at anyone? no. i'm simply stating a fact. now, on the other hand, i'm posting this up to the eyes of a couple hundred teens. i guess that was a mistake on my part, seeing as it's in the nature of a teen to have feelings towards suicide... following that quote, i wrote: i had a friend commit suicide once... feel sorry for me, i need the attention... hi, my name's sarcasm. apparently we've never met. i used a snotty phrase like that because sadly, it's how i observe some people's dialogue... especially if you're a guy. guys always have an alterior motive. it's in our genes. even the "nice guy" eventually learns that he can use his caring side to his advantage... DIRECTLY BELOW THAT PHRASE... THIS IS VERRRRRRY IMPORTANT...: stuff like that... in other words, i'm referring to A LOT more than just suicide. people that play the whole reverse-rebound game (my gf just dumped me, i'm really sad... please, rebound me). perhaps that would've been a better example to use in my original post, but the suicide example was the first thing that came to mind... FURTHERMORE... all the shit about me being a hypocrite... as i clearly wrote in my original post: i won't name names, cuz i'm sure everyone's done it... fuck, i've probably done it once or twice on here... compulsive liar syndrome, confused as to what is reality, and what u made up... guess what, i was well aware of myself being a hypocrite. but thanks for wasting an entire nite/10+ posts pointing it out... the defense rests.
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May 23, 01
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ok guys.....
please can everyone just stop fighting here!?!? when did everyone become soo bitter and agro? im not gonna take any side here, because i think both sides have their own good points... everyone have their own opinions and they can express them, but it doesnt have to end up in a hugeeeee arguement! please everyone just calm down and stop attacking each other.......
no im not being all plurry or watever, but i just think that this is getting way outta proportion... so please everyone shake hands, have a smoke or watever and chill... ok?! -elmar
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