~*frustration*~

[maripoppins]

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHH!

I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS! RIPPING MY HAIR OUT AND HIDING IN A DARK CORNER TILL.............. WHO KNOWS HOW LONG.......I HATE THIS FEELING!

and what frustrates me more is the fact that i cant even talk about it on here cause too many peeps know who i am and are involved in it somehow!...FUCK!:003:

and NO ONE has even noticed that something is bugging me......grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr





that was my little outburst....its not directed at anyone....i just want to releive some stress..........BUT IT DIDNT EVEN FUCKING WORK!!!!!!:072:

[omega_image]

shit jess......i think i know? if it is wat i think i can totally understand......grrrr yes same thing happened to me! grrr haha dont worry we can make it thru together! hahaha
-adam

[*addy*]

Jess??
Call me... we'll hook up and catch up on ol'times...
what's wrong babe?

[maripoppins]

hahaha you know what wlse is frustrating...that no one other than a good friend of mine replied to my time of complete lowness and deepest frustration!....THANX=D


but on a lighter note my DARK RAINY CLOUD was blown away this evening...my father after fighting with me all mornig...came home and took me on a 'LITTLE TRIP TO MEXACO TO GET AWAY FROM IT ALL" we went for dinner at a mexican restarant, and we didnt argue once or bring up our fight...which involved me losing my job...we just had a good time in our little mexico with live salsa music! and now i am with the ones i have the most fun with...so im in better spirits now....for those who cared!

[cLinK]

aaaah jess! sorry to hear of your frusterations! but i'm glad you're feeling better now

you know, i'm still around if you ever need to vent, you know where to find me (( on your icq!!))

:)

[~lazee_grrl~]

ack...i read this and i really didn't know wut to write...but i can say that i ahte being frustrated and keyboard bashing doesn't always work...and how sumtimes it does suck how sum of us know each other so well on the board cuz then sum stuff that we really need to get out can't be got out....sorry i never replied...but i'm glad ur dinner with ur dad went well...and that ur in better spirits now...

[maripoppins]

THANX JEN.... that was the perfect response...you too there clinky...thats what i love about un veteran F+Kers...is that we were here from the start and are still there for the other veterans!...big shouts to the oldskool crew!

[Glendita*]

hey there maripoppins , i know that is it really hard when u are fustrated but u can't seem to make it any better which only fustrates u more . But when i'm like that some times i just go into my room put on some really good music dance around and sing , hee hee after i just sit there and think about what is going on in my life , open up a book and start writing about whatever is in my mind and in my heart . I don't know what else to say cause i'm not too sure what is going on but i really do hope u do feel better .

:350: Glenda